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The problem isn't the cycle, it's just the way people are wired. I had a friend, who seemed totally nrmal, but he got into a bunch of trouble & he described the way he looked at women was just body parts..it sounded pretty creepy & he was addicted to porn. Now he is divorced, lost his house...

This isn't personal..to me. If someone is so invested in an underground lab they need to make it personal..it speaks for itself. I'm not invested in any lab or safety crusade, so it's not getting under my skin

Why do people pimp PSL labs here?t looks ridiculous. Even labs that do work just fine, I've never felt an urge to push them..even in the rare instance where they offer free stuff to do it(which is probably my feeling..free/discounted items in exchange for positive reviews or vice versa). Not...

I agree about "insert here" labs. Who cares, there are lots of labs. Female libido....., how someone can have 1/10th the male amount of testosterone & still havea faster sex metabolism than me(even on a cycle) is hard to comprehend...& that's without any hormones. I cant imagine if you added...

You posted before about this right? At least now you have a good idea what the problem is. I thought you said the DR was going to put you on TRT etc. Anyways, ignore the first response...that person is just being douche. Depression is punishment enough. I didn't realize you could burn out...

Great thread. The same reason I started lifting. I just wanted to look like a superhero. I wanted to be more self-confident & I did not like bullies. I feel the main reason alot of women are attracted to muscular or athletic guys, is because they tend to have more confidence...& less...

I've been through that part before(where you need to find something to prevent yourself, from ending it). You should find some other people to talk too & get in group therapy. It helps to realize your not the only one going through it, even if it feels like you are. There is a medication...

Even if it ends up being 100mg a week...it will definitely be a lot better, since your total level was under 200...it would definitely go up. The thing is, I have no idea of the cause of my depression...I have done almost everything one can do(therapy, medications, blood tests, even ECT, where...

Just don't use anything that wasn't available in the 1970's & you should be good.

I wish I knew more. But my guess is your body & mind will feel better once your Testosterone levels go up. I would split the shot up into every week though, so you don't start feeling crappy in between shots. I think the best thing when you are at a low point, is to realize it can get better...

Meyers, you were 185 lbs...you...in a short period of time...are now 140 lbs. Why don't you get some of that weight back, before cycling. You could be double your age & it would still make sense. Your also depressed because the validation you have from having a girlfriend is gone & that...

Williams, out of curiousity...what is your highest dose prior to this cycle?? The reason I'm asking is because if it's below 1 gram of Trenbolone...(which it probably is), why go up by such a huge margin. I am on another forum & someone was going to do a similar cycle except it didn't have...

I ordered some generic pharma versions of Arimidex & Cabergoline. I am going to eventually try a low dose of Trenbolone Acetate(like 50mg EOD) once I start taking those two ancillaries. I would think with enough of an AI & Prolactin supressed, you would be fine on Testosterone. So my...

Thankyou...ugh, Buttman. That helps *a lot*. When I ordered several years ago, I got 2 different powders...it was supposed to be 50g of Nandrolone Decanoate & 50 of NPP. I haven't used either enough to know, but maybe they were switched around. What's wierd is the other powder didn't crash...

Also, I just pulled the raw for NPP out today & it was a extremely thick, sticky, yellow texture to it(It's been kept at room temperature, away from light). It wasn't a powder, more like halfway between a liquid & a solid. I doubt it would take 200 F(92-94c) to melt, not sure what it is. It...