Recent content by coreys86

Thanks to the guys who are being supportive (not the others who are making me seem crazy when its a fact that 12-25% of men go through this) Im going to get some therapy and understand that steroids aint right for me. My mind isnt clear enough at this point obviously. but thanks!

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it says 230 mg per tablet. and i know i wont hurt him, hes my world, but it crossed my mind and its been a month since then im still feeling like a POS over it.

I didnt say i think ide hurt him, I could never ever do that, just the thought of it crossing my mind scared the shit out of me.

whoops Not that much test lol idk how many ML the test was.

sorry i forgot im 24, 160 5'10, this happened during my 6th week, and i stopped taking the roids immediately. I think its all in my head but its scary as hell.

460mg dbol, and 480 test per day. And I think what happened what i had a slight roid rage affect irritable thing one night got all pissed and was thinking like what if i pull a chris benoit, and hurt my family, that scared the shit out of me and now i have guilt 24-7 i think how could i...

Could this have caused me to develop OCD. Ive never had any mental illness ever, but since my cycle of 6 weeks i cant get "bad thoughts" out of my head. Im scared this will never go away, has anyone had these side affects?

Im not too worried about my gains right now just my mental health. Last 3 weeks have been HELL

Pretty much it has. lol and anxiety is terrible with the racing thoughts.

Pct?

I was on D-bol and test for about 6 weeks, I had a crazy anxiety attack and quit the cycle. I have been depressed and had anxiety for the last 3 weeks. Which ive never had real depression or anxiety issues in my life. Could this be withdrawl from the cycle? Anxiety sucks i just want it to go away!