Recent content by etharris

Anyway I can speak to you?

Thanks guys.

I tried to pm you BigPappaBear but it wouldn't allow me. I wasn't taking anything else...only AAS. I smoked weed occasionally but that's it...not even a drinker...it's my hormones, plus all the other stuff I did. It's aged me bad...my skin went from smooth to alligator in span of...

I understand. The one thing I've read is when estrogen goes low it can damage collagen levels...when my test tanked, so did my estrogen. This caused my skin to change on my arms, legs thighs and calves...and it's harmful on the arteries...which I believe hurt my arteries or veins in...

Halfwit, I really appreciate you responding and I certainly respect your knowledge. I don't like being on trt, it doesn't make me feel any better, I can't get right on it. I need to be able to move on with my life and I'm unable to at this point. I'm stuck in this horrendous nightmare. I...

So, I've been in a complete mess for a whole year now...it's really getting difficult to wake up and face each day. I just want to feel normal again. The only protocol I see out there is Dr. Scallys... 2,500 ius of hcg rod for 16 days. 100 mgs of clomid 1-30 days. 20 mgs of tamoxifen 1-45...

Thanks Halfwit, I have a script...but this particular Dr writes for 3 10 ml bottles at a time then I have to go back to him each time they run out and pay $175 office visit...he doesn't really monitor very well...he will write me a prescription for hcg and tamoxifen for the estrogen... I'm lost...

Once again, I really appreciate all of the responses, even the one negative one...you guys are truly caring! But, I don't want to give up hope on a restart and give in to trt for life. For one, steroids are what's got me to the place that I'm in...actually my ignorant use of it...but I'm tired...

Hey Halfwit, thanks for your response...I was doing 200 mgs a week of test...250 ius of hcg 2 x week...but I feel horrible still....I don't have an Al...my doctor really doesn't monitor...and the problem I have is money because I'm unemployed...in a bad situation with employment out look too...I...

Sorry 3js, my next injection should've been Sunday, but I want to start a power restart and was told that I need to have test clear my system...I admit, I don't know what the hell I'm doing...I just want to be normal again. Btw, I have testicular atrophy...they aren't tiny, but they are smaller...

Lab work done on 8/12/16...last injection was last Thursday on 8/25/16. By the way, I gave a pint of blood last Friday to help with the high RBC.

Hi 3Js, this lab work was done on 8/12/2016...last test injection was 8/25/16, week from tomorrow.

I do want to say thank you for all that has commented and offered help.

I'm not drinking much water at all...I'm actually in such depression that it's hard to do anything. I barely eat...I have no motivation because everything has turned upside down. I went from training and eating a very clean healthy diet, 6-7 meals daily, high protein, moderate carbs, good fats...

CBC With Differential/Platelet WBC 7.7 x10E3/uL 3.4 - 10.8 01 RBC 6.00 High x10E6/uL 4.14 - 5.80 01 Hemoglobin 18.5 High g/dL 12.6 - 17.7 01 Hematocrit 54.9 High % 37.5 -...