I don't think it is me being insecure. I look way better now than I did before the cycle. I just started clomid today. Does that help with the "down" feling?
Some people report that Clomid brings out their "feminine" side, and joke about watching The Lifetime Channel and crying...
Clomid doesn't phase me.
I've only done two cycles, had no emotional problems during or after the first, but during the second I had some anger management issues, and a week after the last injection I had a three-day spell where I fell into the worst depressive episode of my life. I've compared it to the feeling of my mom dying, girlfriend dumping me, wrecking my car and losing my job all on the same day. It was all I could do to make myself get up and go to work, and at work I spent hours with my forehead resting on my desk. It was BAD. Then it went away. But a month later, I still feel a little shellshocked by the experience.
Changes in the hormone levels in your system can bring on strange emotional reactions. Goes with the territory I guess. Just keep reminding yourself that it's not real, and that it'll eventually go away.