it all started about a year ago. I did 500mg Test E for maybe 3 or 4 weeks, but I barely noticed anything from it and it was pharma grade shit too.
I cancelled the cycle and threw everything away. and I never did any PCT after that
ever since then, I have not been the same. there have been a big difference. I have been feeling like an absolute pussy.
before cycle, I was high energy, could get erections, low inhib, could train for many hours no problem
ever since I injected Test E and not doing PCT, my sleep has been shit, I'm always tired and lethargic, can't get erections even if my life depeded on it, can't lift due to being too low energy and lethargic, I get anxious easily etc.
this was not the case before I injected. I have turned into a little pussy ass bitch
I'm guessing I was high T natty? or maybe my hormones were just normal and now everything is messed up?
is there any way to go back to normal? I can't stand living like this anymore. I want to start working out, but I just can't. I don't feel like it. way too low energy etc.
I also want to be able to get erections and have libido.
I just want to go back to how I was pre-inject
next time I inject will be when I have a much better base with low bodyfat. my bodyfat is way too high
I started way too fucking early due to being an absolute idiot
any advice? on how to get normal? and going to the doctor is just a waste of time. my blood test always says high testosterone for some reason, always. even if I can't get erections, feel like a pussy, always tired etc. it always comes "high testosterone" on the test. so it's just useless. they're probably doing something wrong
I'm never going to the doctor, fuck that shit
but what should I do?????
I cancelled the cycle and threw everything away. and I never did any PCT after that
ever since then, I have not been the same. there have been a big difference. I have been feeling like an absolute pussy.
before cycle, I was high energy, could get erections, low inhib, could train for many hours no problem
ever since I injected Test E and not doing PCT, my sleep has been shit, I'm always tired and lethargic, can't get erections even if my life depeded on it, can't lift due to being too low energy and lethargic, I get anxious easily etc.
this was not the case before I injected. I have turned into a little pussy ass bitch
I'm guessing I was high T natty? or maybe my hormones were just normal and now everything is messed up?
is there any way to go back to normal? I can't stand living like this anymore. I want to start working out, but I just can't. I don't feel like it. way too low energy etc.
I also want to be able to get erections and have libido.
I just want to go back to how I was pre-inject
next time I inject will be when I have a much better base with low bodyfat. my bodyfat is way too high
I started way too fucking early due to being an absolute idiot
any advice? on how to get normal? and going to the doctor is just a waste of time. my blood test always says high testosterone for some reason, always. even if I can't get erections, feel like a pussy, always tired etc. it always comes "high testosterone" on the test. so it's just useless. they're probably doing something wrong
I'm never going to the doctor, fuck that shit
but what should I do?????