Electrisio
New member
Hey guys,
I am almost 21. When I had just turned 19 I made the poor decision to do a 6 week dbol cycle. Back then I had quite a few mental issues and I was very immature. I completely regret the decision but there's no point looking back from where I am. I have been suffering from low t issues (mainly sex drive) but now after blood tests it has come back up to more normal levels (500-600 - although I know this is perhaps slightly low for my age) and my physique since the cycle has vastly improved (more muscular and a lot leaner) and my testicular atrophy has gone. I still have some libido issues but I am pretty sure these are psychological as I occasionally have random spells (probably once every few months) where my libido goes through the roof for a few weeks, usually coinciding with things in my life are going well. I am now going to see a psychosex therapist to try and help this.
My question today is regarding the impact of the cycle of my physical and mental development. I am very concerned that I may have messed things up pretty bad. Does anyone have any input as to whether my cycle would have likely had big long term impacts? Since my cycle I have definitely grown (one sign that some things may have continued normally perhaps?). I know that stunted growth is probably the least of my worries. I accept that I may have to go on TRT when im older, but this is something that I would consider doing anyway for the benefits associated with it.
I know that this is another classic "starting too young story" but as a teenager I was not in a good place (depression, anxiety etc) and I felt like achieving a great physique would change my life. Naive and stupid I know but what happened has happened and I have accepted the consequences.
Cheers
I am almost 21. When I had just turned 19 I made the poor decision to do a 6 week dbol cycle. Back then I had quite a few mental issues and I was very immature. I completely regret the decision but there's no point looking back from where I am. I have been suffering from low t issues (mainly sex drive) but now after blood tests it has come back up to more normal levels (500-600 - although I know this is perhaps slightly low for my age) and my physique since the cycle has vastly improved (more muscular and a lot leaner) and my testicular atrophy has gone. I still have some libido issues but I am pretty sure these are psychological as I occasionally have random spells (probably once every few months) where my libido goes through the roof for a few weeks, usually coinciding with things in my life are going well. I am now going to see a psychosex therapist to try and help this.
My question today is regarding the impact of the cycle of my physical and mental development. I am very concerned that I may have messed things up pretty bad. Does anyone have any input as to whether my cycle would have likely had big long term impacts? Since my cycle I have definitely grown (one sign that some things may have continued normally perhaps?). I know that stunted growth is probably the least of my worries. I accept that I may have to go on TRT when im older, but this is something that I would consider doing anyway for the benefits associated with it.
I know that this is another classic "starting too young story" but as a teenager I was not in a good place (depression, anxiety etc) and I felt like achieving a great physique would change my life. Naive and stupid I know but what happened has happened and I have accepted the consequences.
Cheers
