Recently I have started low dose GH injections for Growth Hormone deficiency. The problem is I couldn't get a doctor to diagnose me with this problem when I was at the age where growth hormone would of helped a lot during puberty. I am now in my 30's and just like my body, my penis didn't develop as it should. I started puberty too soon and stopped growing before I was supposed to keep going.
I can deal with being a shorter height than I should of been, but I have been unable to deal with my penis being thin and small and my testicles being undersized. I've been to therapy about the issue and it didn't help at all, if anything it made it worse. I believe that our bodies and minds can tell when something is not right and that's when we start looking for real solutions to the problem. So over the years I had a couple of surgeries for enlargement, unfortunitely they went bad. The mental and physical trauma that comes along with the failure of the surgeries and the let down when you thought you might of felt normal for once in your life really gets to you over time. On top of that life throws you regular problems on top on the penis issue throughout the years. Such as family members dying, developing clinical depression, an anxiety disorder, losing all your good friends because you feel so horrible and frustrated about not being able to get the problem fixed.
So now in my 30s after going through complete disappointment for so many years, losing my best friend/girl I loved to a car wreck, and battling clinical depression, which the meds don't seem to be working for, I don't have many options left. It has become extremely difficult for me to do research on the computer to find a doctor, hospital, or a specialist to help with this issue that is keeping me from feeling normal, but I don't want to give up after all these years and that's why I posted this message trying to explain my situation and asking for help on this forum. I hope that someone on this site knows of or has a friend that knows of a doctor, hormone treatment center, special hospital or specialist that treats and offers solutions to people like myself that stop growing at an early age and did not develope their sex organs like they should. I know there has to be specialists, doctors, or scientists that help other people out there with the issues I'm dealing with. With the technology and scientific breakthroughs that are occuring all the time, there has to be treatment and solutions for people in my situation.
If you have heard of anyone in a similar situation going through this medical issue or if you know of any specialists or doctors that may be able to help me, please contact me.
Thank You
I can deal with being a shorter height than I should of been, but I have been unable to deal with my penis being thin and small and my testicles being undersized. I've been to therapy about the issue and it didn't help at all, if anything it made it worse. I believe that our bodies and minds can tell when something is not right and that's when we start looking for real solutions to the problem. So over the years I had a couple of surgeries for enlargement, unfortunitely they went bad. The mental and physical trauma that comes along with the failure of the surgeries and the let down when you thought you might of felt normal for once in your life really gets to you over time. On top of that life throws you regular problems on top on the penis issue throughout the years. Such as family members dying, developing clinical depression, an anxiety disorder, losing all your good friends because you feel so horrible and frustrated about not being able to get the problem fixed.
So now in my 30s after going through complete disappointment for so many years, losing my best friend/girl I loved to a car wreck, and battling clinical depression, which the meds don't seem to be working for, I don't have many options left. It has become extremely difficult for me to do research on the computer to find a doctor, hospital, or a specialist to help with this issue that is keeping me from feeling normal, but I don't want to give up after all these years and that's why I posted this message trying to explain my situation and asking for help on this forum. I hope that someone on this site knows of or has a friend that knows of a doctor, hormone treatment center, special hospital or specialist that treats and offers solutions to people like myself that stop growing at an early age and did not develope their sex organs like they should. I know there has to be specialists, doctors, or scientists that help other people out there with the issues I'm dealing with. With the technology and scientific breakthroughs that are occuring all the time, there has to be treatment and solutions for people in my situation.
If you have heard of anyone in a similar situation going through this medical issue or if you know of any specialists or doctors that may be able to help me, please contact me.
Thank You
