HC1
New member
I would like to share a little bit of my past if thats ok, I just feel I need to share this. I truly feel like when I hit puberty that something went wrong. I kept seeing other kids mature, and I kept waiting, and finally it hit me at about the end of high school. But even when it did hit, it seemed so sudden and short lived. I never got the confidence that I knew I should have. I got intimidated very easily by people. I got really depressed and the doc put me on wellbutrin, and then later lexapro. It didn't help, so I dropped the anti-depressants. I did alot of street drugs and went on a downward spiral of depression and anxiety. Then I discovered weightlifting. The idea of being fit and muscular, which I had never been, is what turned my life around and gave me more confidence. I dropped the drugs altogether and have been sober ever since. I tried SO dang hard to grow, and did for a few years and then one day BAM. That was all she wrote. I hit a wall. My gains grinded to a halt. My libido crashed. I lost alot of my hair. I was a half bald 25 years old. I felt the way I did before, except worse. I had tasted what it felt like. The energy, libido, strength and drive of manhood. And just as soon as I had it in my grasp it was striped away. I was devastated. But this time I didn't give up. I kept trying and trying through exercise to get it back, but I couldn't. Then finally my doc tested my testosterone. It was 226. He put me on 400mg once a month. It was great at 1st. I immediatly knew this was the ticket, but then, as you can guess, BOOM! The hormonal rollercoaster begins. But not anymore! I have found MAXIMUS! I dropped my old doc, got on board with Maximuis, and I just today took my second test shot and WOW! The difference is AMAZING! Chip really knows his stuff! The test e5d plus Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) and Aromatase inhibitor (AI) make ALL the difference! I just want to say thank you for doing what you do CHIP! And thank all of you guys for being so freaking awesome and supportive of each other. If it werent for all of you I would not have my confidence back! And I'm sure as heck not intimidated anymore! It's amazing what testosterone and a little positivite thinking (ie all of you guys) can do for a man with low test levels! I'm sorry for the long read, but if you are still reading, I look forward to getting to know all of you!
