snake
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I'm just looking for a little input/info/suggestions, This is my story, when I was 18 (now 25) tried steroids for about a month. I'm not sure what it was that I took but I think it must of been a test of some sort( or maybe deca given the sides, but can't be to sure). I think I took about 4-5 shots over 5 weeks ranging from half a ml to a ml. being the dumb naive kid that I was I didn't research or check with a doctor or do any prelimanary research.
I know it was real because my nuts shut down hard and have never fully come back (along with my sex drive). I can still get it up but never has been really the same. (Except when doing a cycle, even then not sure if my sex drive is/was the same as before)I never took any post cycle therapy, for I did not Know at the time that there was such a thing as post cycle therapy and i just quit with out tapering off. About three years after I went to a doctor(BTW GP's don't know shit, my next visit will be an endocrinologist) to get my test levels checked. I do not remember the exact count except that they were in the lower end of normal range. Now my question with regards to all of this, given proper therapy (clomid, Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG), nova) will my nuts and hence sex drive ever return to normal?(even though my test was in the lower end of normal) I have done a few cycles since my visit to the doctor because given my not so great natural test levels I have A bit of trouble gaining weight and have discoverd that I don't feel like a castrate like I do a lot of the time off cycle. Or am I going to be relagated to the world of HRT?(which would not bother me as long as I can feel like a REAL MAN again)
Further more, I'm currently on a cycle of Winstrol (winny) with a bi monthly shot of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) at half a ml(which together seems to be pretty good for the sex drive and keeping my ejaculatory volume up)
and have started dating a girl while on cycle. does any body have any suggestions as what to do when I go off so my girl does not think I have lost total interest in her?
BTW
I know this may be a lengthy post but part of the reason why I joined the board is to give and get feed back from others to further enable my (and other peoples) abilities as a serious weight lifter(s) and to do it with out having to go into things blind like I did when I was 18. Further more, If there are young people reading this that are considering using steroids that they wait till post adolecance and seek the advice of an experienced person with regards to steroid use, wether it be a vet or a physician. so this being the case they(Young guys) read somthing like this and reconsider what they are doing so they do not have to go through life not knowing wethere they permanantly fucked themselfs up like I think I may have.
FYI
The cycles that I have done since have not been to harsh and I have done post cycle therapy,(clomid HGC)but my nuts have never seemed to return to normal pre-first stupid fuck up cycle size
I know it was real because my nuts shut down hard and have never fully come back (along with my sex drive). I can still get it up but never has been really the same. (Except when doing a cycle, even then not sure if my sex drive is/was the same as before)I never took any post cycle therapy, for I did not Know at the time that there was such a thing as post cycle therapy and i just quit with out tapering off. About three years after I went to a doctor(BTW GP's don't know shit, my next visit will be an endocrinologist) to get my test levels checked. I do not remember the exact count except that they were in the lower end of normal range. Now my question with regards to all of this, given proper therapy (clomid, Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG), nova) will my nuts and hence sex drive ever return to normal?(even though my test was in the lower end of normal) I have done a few cycles since my visit to the doctor because given my not so great natural test levels I have A bit of trouble gaining weight and have discoverd that I don't feel like a castrate like I do a lot of the time off cycle. Or am I going to be relagated to the world of HRT?(which would not bother me as long as I can feel like a REAL MAN again)
Further more, I'm currently on a cycle of Winstrol (winny) with a bi monthly shot of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) at half a ml(which together seems to be pretty good for the sex drive and keeping my ejaculatory volume up)
and have started dating a girl while on cycle. does any body have any suggestions as what to do when I go off so my girl does not think I have lost total interest in her?
BTW
I know this may be a lengthy post but part of the reason why I joined the board is to give and get feed back from others to further enable my (and other peoples) abilities as a serious weight lifter(s) and to do it with out having to go into things blind like I did when I was 18. Further more, If there are young people reading this that are considering using steroids that they wait till post adolecance and seek the advice of an experienced person with regards to steroid use, wether it be a vet or a physician. so this being the case they(Young guys) read somthing like this and reconsider what they are doing so they do not have to go through life not knowing wethere they permanantly fucked themselfs up like I think I may have.
FYI
The cycles that I have done since have not been to harsh and I have done post cycle therapy,(clomid HGC)but my nuts have never seemed to return to normal pre-first stupid fuck up cycle size
