I'm an addict in recovery, been clean since 11/30/2006, no drink, no drug, no nada. I used and abused benzos since I was 13 and have blacked out a few times. Used to mow a lawn for 120 blue valiums. Popped em like skittles, loved them fuckers with a 24oz of colt 45 and an 8ball of rock. anyways...