Erectus is right and your not going to get far with that attitude around here. If you want people to help you you shouldn't be acting like a dick. You should be asking for help on your diet. The fact that you've been cycling since you were 19 is not going to make people want to help you. This clearly states your lack of knowledge with AAS. 19 is way too young to begin juicing. And 180 lbs after 3 years of cycling is ridiculous. You could have gained that weight naturally and easily with a good diet. You don't need a test cycle. You need a grocery cycle.