Hi about 12 months ago I started to read about the symptoms of low testosterone, and seeing as I'd had an operation on my balls (vericocele) I thought there might be a correlation between my depression/labido problems and weight gain and my testosterone levels. Anyway I got tested by my gp I came back at 14 on a scale of 12-30 and he prescribed me some patches. A month later, I was starting to see good results but I was in a different state I tried to have my patches re prescribed but was referred to an endochronologist who took me off them (horrible time) and had me retested. I came back at 11 and 10 on the same scale but he said this was 'normal'. Anyway my options at this point were to go back on anti-ds or seek out some other help. I found an anti aging doctor in my area and payed through the ass to be seen by him. He put me on 10% test cream, which made me feel increasingly good for a week or so but then slowly I went back to no boners and feeling anxious with really sweaty palms, I later found out I was double the normal dose and my estrogen was at 300 (not sure what scale) but high. I halved the ammount and felt better, like 50% better, but still have sweaty hands and relatively poor sex drive (no morning erections) but I am much better than when I started. My estrogen is now at 100. Anyway I just don't feel that good, I feel better but not where I thought I'd be. On the patches I had this drive and this spark, and I would just be turned on all the time by girls and boners were frequent. The patches were 25mg and were delivered to match your normal hormone levels (high morning, gets lower as day goes on). I'm on 50mg now, and it's a straight line all day at about 590 all day. I'm thinking my test to estrogen ratio is still off but my doctor won't entertain the idea of arimase inhibitors and just put me on dhea for some reason because he thinks my cortisol is low. My question is this. Do creams have a higher armisation then shots? Is it possible that the estrogen is causing my sweaty palms? Because sweaty palms are the worst. People shake hands a lot. I am seeing another endo at the end of november, but if an arimase inhibitor might work I can get one through other means. Thanks a lot.