Feeling Terrible, Need Advice About Current Course

[dopamine]

Ran a 500 mg test a week cycle for around 14 weeks. My last shot was 3 months ago.

I neglected to go on PCT, which aggravated my depression. Started PCT a week ago (Nolva 40mg and Clomid 100 mg).

The main issue is that the entire recovery process is interfering with my work. The PCT drugs coupled with the drought in test are making life unbearable. I have a major project this month and I cannot afford to be in this state.

I plan on cycling again in two days, for 3 months, with PCT beginning this December - when work isn't as heavy as usual. (Nolva 40/40/20/20 and Clomid 100/100/50/50).

Thoughts? Input?

 

[2rude4u]

I'm confused... you started PCT a week ago because you have not recovered from a cycle 3 months ago, but are now starting a new one in 2 days? Is that about right?

You're first mistake is lack of knowledge before running a cycle. Your second mistake, as I'm sure you are now aware was not knowing how to properly design a cycle and recovery plan, before ever starting. Of course not running PCT and labs were your next mistakes. There are more, but I think you get my point.

You have a couple big decisions to make:

1. Continue your PCT and feel miserable for awhile longer, possibly much longer, but perhaps eventually recover.
2. Begin a new cycle in 2 days that if run properly will make you feel better quickly, but possibly put you on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for life.

If you go with option #1 there's a good chance that adding Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) may help you get where you want to be much quicker. Adding Aromasin to PCT with Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) may help even more.

IMO those are the best options... your choice.

 

[skinnypete]

yes get some Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) and some unleashed

 

[skinnypete]

with your clomid

 

[XELFLEC]

Pin some prop and be feeling good.

 

[clman8585]

Curious what you do for work?

 

[Beck-Miester]

Well....no PCT was your first mistake, but I know that sounds pretty hollow now. What you need is a way out of your current predicament!

In my opinion, 2rude4u laid out your options pretty accurately. If I were in your shoes, I would opt for option 1. Why? Because I am going to assume that you are young. Simple as that. If you were older (45, like me) you most likely wouldn't have ignored a post cycle therapy (pct), or maybe already been on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) anyways. You WILL rebound, but you need to pile on the Clomid, novladex, and HCG. I would try blasting Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) @1000ui/day for a week to try and force your boys into growing a bit, and continue the both Clomid and Novla for another 3 to 4 weeks. Hopefully, you'll see an improvement.

Regardless, I hope that what you take away from this, whether or not things rebound, is how important a proper PCT really is, and that if you ever happen to have the opportunity to warn others of the dangers of AAS, that you use your story as a cautionary tale.

I wish you good luck, and hope that you'll keep us updated in your recovery

 

[dopamine]

To be honest, the PCT is working as expected. I guess the 100 mg/40 mg combo is doing its job.

I am also taking 0.25 Arimidex EOD.

I'm recovering pretty well with regards to the testes department, so I don't feel Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) is necessary.

 

[dopamine]

Test post.

 

[dopamine]

An update:

I dropped the Nolvadex and re-started with Zoloft. (Nolvadex and Zoloft contraindicate one another)

I plan on taking Clomid from now on, as such: 100/100/100/50

Recovery is good so far. My balls are back to 80%.