house1
Community Veteran
that door when your training--
when your mind and body are screaming please no more and you push it past its limit-- or are you content to look at it??
do you walk up to it and grab the knob-- are you just satisfied with that--turn your back on it and walk away-- or do you just up the fucking dose and figure that will get you past that door-- -- too much focus on the drugs-- the fucking desire to train --I MEAN FUCKING TRAIN-- should be there long before you push a pin into yourself
not everyone sees the door let alone touch it but
fear not and open it-- when you cant get that last rep but then take your sweatshirt stuff part of it in your mouth bite down and force 5 fucking more-- yes i know the pain is intense-- but you opened the fucking door-- when your doing squats you crumble and can no longer get up -the bar has to be hoisted off you-- yes i know the pain is intense-- but you opened the fucking door-- when your duct taping 5 lb plates to the 150 lb dumbells to up the fucking weight-- you opened that door
some have been where many will never go-- people stair at you when your laying on the floor gasping for breath or bent over the bucket pukeing.
they dont understand--they have never seen that door--why cause there alot of pain there--you need the desire to take yourself past it. you need to get away from being just content with what your doing
i have been thinking about this lately cause the lack of desire and the extreme focus on the drugs to get that desire amuse me
i see some guys doing doses that are so far up there its pitiful-- then to just come in the gym and train half fucking assed relying on the drugs to do all the work is again pitiful--
i love the gym-- it is my second home and a very large part of my life-- yes if you did not know me outside of the gym-- your impression of me would be-- what an asshole-- i am not nice when i am there-- i dont go there to talk on my cell phone-- i am not there to be nice--
I AM THERE TO PUSH MYSELF THROUGH THAT DOOR AS MANY TIMES AS I CAN--
WHAT ARE YOU THERE FOR???????
sincerely
house1
when your mind and body are screaming please no more and you push it past its limit-- or are you content to look at it??
do you walk up to it and grab the knob-- are you just satisfied with that--turn your back on it and walk away-- or do you just up the fucking dose and figure that will get you past that door-- -- too much focus on the drugs-- the fucking desire to train --I MEAN FUCKING TRAIN-- should be there long before you push a pin into yourself
not everyone sees the door let alone touch it but
fear not and open it-- when you cant get that last rep but then take your sweatshirt stuff part of it in your mouth bite down and force 5 fucking more-- yes i know the pain is intense-- but you opened the fucking door-- when your doing squats you crumble and can no longer get up -the bar has to be hoisted off you-- yes i know the pain is intense-- but you opened the fucking door-- when your duct taping 5 lb plates to the 150 lb dumbells to up the fucking weight-- you opened that door
some have been where many will never go-- people stair at you when your laying on the floor gasping for breath or bent over the bucket pukeing.
they dont understand--they have never seen that door--why cause there alot of pain there--you need the desire to take yourself past it. you need to get away from being just content with what your doing
i have been thinking about this lately cause the lack of desire and the extreme focus on the drugs to get that desire amuse me
i see some guys doing doses that are so far up there its pitiful-- then to just come in the gym and train half fucking assed relying on the drugs to do all the work is again pitiful--
i love the gym-- it is my second home and a very large part of my life-- yes if you did not know me outside of the gym-- your impression of me would be-- what an asshole-- i am not nice when i am there-- i dont go there to talk on my cell phone-- i am not there to be nice--
I AM THERE TO PUSH MYSELF THROUGH THAT DOOR AS MANY TIMES AS I CAN--
WHAT ARE YOU THERE FOR???????
sincerely
house1
