Gainjin260
I am banned!
35 years old, 6'2", 235lbs. Clean lifestyle, no drinking or drugs. I get good sleep, workout 5x week (Bench/squat/deadlift) and have a clean diet (no/low sugar etc). All in all about 12 years of serious lifting under my belt. 3 years ago I was in the worst shape of my life, however. Was 255, weak and fat. Never been on a cycle/used T.
3 years ago I was diagnosed with low T (285) and azoospermia (shooting blanks). For the last 2.5 years I've been taking Clomid, under doctor supervision, to try and restore my T levels and make some sperm. Initial dose was 25, now I take 50 a day. My sex drive has gone from low to non existent. I can achieve an erection, but even so have no desire to do anything with it. I rarely get morning erections now. My T levels are now at 550, but I have ALL the symptoms of low T and still no sperm. I'm lethargic, not excited about anything, no interest in sex, bladder issues, constipation, etc.
The last 2.5 years I've been busting my ass in the gym again. I went from 255 to 220 and then bulked back up (muscle) to 235. So I've probably shed a good 40 lbs of fat. I live in Japan and it's nearly impossible to find a doctor who will consider TRT. I asked my urologist what to do about my sex drive and he recommended porn and masturbation. Fine, I guess, but I have no desire to look at porn because I have no sex drive.
I have a Skype call with my doctor from the US set up this week. In the meantime I've ordered Sustanon 250. It's legal here.
I know there are a lot of opinions about which test to run on TRT, but I've ordered the Sus, I'm going to use it initially. I have Nolvadex on hand.
I want to do a cycle of Sus at 500 first 6 weeks and 250 for 6 weeks after that. Then I'd do PCT and start TRT. I'd like to put on some muscle and I feel I don't have much to lose: I'm already sterile, my testicles are shrunk, and I have no sex drive. I already have all the negative aspects of a cycle (minus aromatization), all the negatives of low T and none of the benefits.
Before I take any T I'll go to get my blood work done. I suppose I'd be nice to know my T levels without the Clomid, but I'm not willing to go through the hell that follows after decreasing or stopping it. I get super down and depressed and all the other symptoms get worse.
I'm also considering HCG and will discuss this with my doctor.
Assuming while on cycle I should cease using the Clomid and use it 3 weeks after last injection as part of PCT.
Please feel free to educate me. Anybody who Cycles along with TRT? Has anyone had success in being able to produce sperm after being infertile? Like I said, I feel I have nothing to lose with going on Test.
3 years ago I was diagnosed with low T (285) and azoospermia (shooting blanks). For the last 2.5 years I've been taking Clomid, under doctor supervision, to try and restore my T levels and make some sperm. Initial dose was 25, now I take 50 a day. My sex drive has gone from low to non existent. I can achieve an erection, but even so have no desire to do anything with it. I rarely get morning erections now. My T levels are now at 550, but I have ALL the symptoms of low T and still no sperm. I'm lethargic, not excited about anything, no interest in sex, bladder issues, constipation, etc.
The last 2.5 years I've been busting my ass in the gym again. I went from 255 to 220 and then bulked back up (muscle) to 235. So I've probably shed a good 40 lbs of fat. I live in Japan and it's nearly impossible to find a doctor who will consider TRT. I asked my urologist what to do about my sex drive and he recommended porn and masturbation. Fine, I guess, but I have no desire to look at porn because I have no sex drive.
I have a Skype call with my doctor from the US set up this week. In the meantime I've ordered Sustanon 250. It's legal here.
I know there are a lot of opinions about which test to run on TRT, but I've ordered the Sus, I'm going to use it initially. I have Nolvadex on hand.
I want to do a cycle of Sus at 500 first 6 weeks and 250 for 6 weeks after that. Then I'd do PCT and start TRT. I'd like to put on some muscle and I feel I don't have much to lose: I'm already sterile, my testicles are shrunk, and I have no sex drive. I already have all the negative aspects of a cycle (minus aromatization), all the negatives of low T and none of the benefits.
Before I take any T I'll go to get my blood work done. I suppose I'd be nice to know my T levels without the Clomid, but I'm not willing to go through the hell that follows after decreasing or stopping it. I get super down and depressed and all the other symptoms get worse.
I'm also considering HCG and will discuss this with my doctor.
Assuming while on cycle I should cease using the Clomid and use it 3 weeks after last injection as part of PCT.
Please feel free to educate me. Anybody who Cycles along with TRT? Has anyone had success in being able to produce sperm after being infertile? Like I said, I feel I have nothing to lose with going on Test.