Hey everybody
Ok, so this is my first post so hopefully its in the right spot. Ive been lurking for over 2 years here on and off when i need info. Great forum!
Anyways, im on my second test e cycle. 500mg per week split into two doses of course. Im also taking anadrol at 50mg per day in one dosage. My first cycle was the same setup except for dbol at 40mg a day and it went perfect. Gained 29lbs and ended up keeping 21lbs after PCT.
Now to the point of this post. For the past month or so (im 8 weeks in) i feel like i get more depressed as the day goes on. Everyday i wake up a new man ready to run the world and by the time i go to bed im ready to hurt people and thinking negative about everything. Now, im am NOT suicidal....just figured id throw that out there now.
At first i thought it may have been the anadrol making me feel down since this is the first time for me. I was taking that up until week 5 and like i said here i am on week 8 and no change. Another thing i noticed is my sleep sucks! I wake up about 4-6 times a night and usually takes me about 15 mins to go back to sleep.
Heres a situation that happened today. Maybe this will help explain what im talking about. So i was talking to this guy while she was driving (im in passenger seat.) He hits a huge puddle and water splashes everywhere, we hydroplane, and he thinks its the best thing ever. I told him that could eff up his motor if the intake sucked in water. He comes back and says "im not going that fast but since you know everything i guess your always right." I shut my mouth and began to boil inside. This is one of my good buddies but i still wanted to bounce his head off the window like a ping pong ball. Now, i figure this part may be somewhat normal for being on cycle. Anyways... ever since i got home and cooled down ive begun thinking negative about it. Trying to give the kid decent advice and he throws a comment like that.
Anyways, is this normal? I would personally say if i did it with just one situation i wouldnt be worried. Im doing it with EVERYTHING though.
Other than that no hair loss, no acne, no estrogen problems, and the weight is packing on!! Up 12lbs in 8 weeks!
Ok, so this is my first post so hopefully its in the right spot. Ive been lurking for over 2 years here on and off when i need info. Great forum!
Anyways, im on my second test e cycle. 500mg per week split into two doses of course. Im also taking anadrol at 50mg per day in one dosage. My first cycle was the same setup except for dbol at 40mg a day and it went perfect. Gained 29lbs and ended up keeping 21lbs after PCT.
Now to the point of this post. For the past month or so (im 8 weeks in) i feel like i get more depressed as the day goes on. Everyday i wake up a new man ready to run the world and by the time i go to bed im ready to hurt people and thinking negative about everything. Now, im am NOT suicidal....just figured id throw that out there now.
At first i thought it may have been the anadrol making me feel down since this is the first time for me. I was taking that up until week 5 and like i said here i am on week 8 and no change. Another thing i noticed is my sleep sucks! I wake up about 4-6 times a night and usually takes me about 15 mins to go back to sleep.
Heres a situation that happened today. Maybe this will help explain what im talking about. So i was talking to this guy while she was driving (im in passenger seat.) He hits a huge puddle and water splashes everywhere, we hydroplane, and he thinks its the best thing ever. I told him that could eff up his motor if the intake sucked in water. He comes back and says "im not going that fast but since you know everything i guess your always right." I shut my mouth and began to boil inside. This is one of my good buddies but i still wanted to bounce his head off the window like a ping pong ball. Now, i figure this part may be somewhat normal for being on cycle. Anyways... ever since i got home and cooled down ive begun thinking negative about it. Trying to give the kid decent advice and he throws a comment like that.
Anyways, is this normal? I would personally say if i did it with just one situation i wouldnt be worried. Im doing it with EVERYTHING though.
Other than that no hair loss, no acne, no estrogen problems, and the weight is packing on!! Up 12lbs in 8 weeks!
