Serious HGH questions/discussion

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I am looking at taking the plunge into the world of HGH. I have a few questions before making my decision though.


First some background.

29 y/o. 6'4" 250lbs bf% is approx 15%, which is the highest bf I have ever had. Which I believe is from anti-depressant/anti-anxiety meds over the last 2 years.

Have been training since the age of 16. Certified personal trainer for shits and giggles, never used it to make money.

Training is spot on. I have always trained heavy and intense.
Diet is not spot on, but close. I could probably clean it up a bit more.

I am on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) at 200mg/week after finding my test levels to be below range. Also arimidex 0.25mg E3D

Have used conventional cycles in the past (approx 5) over the last 10 years. Highest dosage being 800mg/week test. Last cycle approx. 2-3 years ago.

Have been battling PTSD for the last 2-2.5 years after being a paramedic for 10 years. Too many fucked up memories sitting in the old coconut. I have been on various anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds for 2 years and have slowly been able to come off most of them. Now the only taking Zoloft 50mg/day. Broke a nasty benzo dependency through this as well. Also have been doing intense psychotherapy for about a year now and have made great progress. And I am currently off work on disability right now due to the PTSD. Planning on going back to university for kinesiology once my brain is back to "near normal" and anxiety is very controlled (about 80% there is would say).

Now because being off work I have nothing but time to put into my training and BBing (which also seems to help greatly in my mental health progress as well). So already looking at augmenting my testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) with a blast cruise method. Nothing crazy, maybe just double the test and some dbol or drol in there at a low dose (strong MAYBEon the orals). I don't see the point in going to high now that I will always be on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT), no worrying about the yoyo effect.

So I have always been curious about HGH but never serious enough until now (again being that I have ample time to be spot on in all aspects now). So here are the questions. What I can afford right now would be 2iu/day Monday-Friday, weekends off for 6 months. Over 6 months I would try to put away more cash for another 6 months if I like where it is heading, and repeat...

1. For anyone who has used, what did HGH do for you on a mental health aspect? Outlook/drive for life? General sense of well being? And at what dosage was that?
**Would really like to hear from users who have or had anxiety, depression, DEPERSONALIZATION (a big one for me), or any mental health issue going into HGH use and your results**

2. What would I be looking at gaining out of 2iu from an overall well being/mental aspect at 2iu/day 5/2?

3. Would the physical changes, connective tissue repair/regeneration, and anti-aging effects be noticeable to gain motivation from 2iu? (Anti-aging because I know the stress and low test levels over the past years has caused some very visible signs of aging. Commonly hear I look around 38-40 years old at 29....ouch lol)

4. As far as a BBing point of view. What kind of muscle developments would I be looking at? Is this something where is would seeing great benefits 1-2 years down the road if I can cause significant muscle hyperplasia? I do not expect crazy gains like a 800-1000mg test dosed cycle, but now I am looking more for future (1-5year), quality progress.

5. Body fat loss? If I get my diet cleaned up a bit more, with the added HGH would there be a great significance over 6 month? 1 year? Or not much difference than 'low carb it' for a few weeks then staying clean after that?

6. Side effects at 2iu/day? From your experience. I have read a lot about this and it seems less than 4iu is very low on side effects.

7. Is this whole idea a waste of time and money at 2iu? Or should I be looking at 4 iu or nothing? Again taking into account the overall well being effects are 50% of the pie here for me.

8. Anything else you wish to add to this discussion?

I would really ask that this stays more about personal experiences and results than just going by something you have read. If you do not have much/any personal experience with HGH then I would ask that would not try to push your views or opinions in this thread.

Thanks,
M

 

[prisonsex]

I've run GH for over a year at low 2iu and high 8iu doses. I can honestly say I never noticed a sense of well being.
I agree that 2iu of good GH will give you some fat lose, I have yet to find a benchmark measure for anti-aging so I can not comment.
Regarding muscle gains...don't hold your breath this is a highly over rated benefit in this community. Not just this board but all of them. I see a lot of kids who have never run GH going on about lean muscle gains. I call bullshit 8iu of Rips for over six months showed me that the lean muscle gains are almost unmeasurable.
Yes, if you get your diet in order even at 2iu you will see fat lose. Committing to 6+ months of Gh and a clean diet will erase years of deep abdominal fat the kind I honestly had given up on losing.
Two things are going to play into the level of side effects you get even at 2IU. One, is how you react to GH. Everyone is different I have friends that literally get crippling CTS type side effects at 2iu. I have been lucky and have been able to play my way up over time. The second factor is the quality of your GH. If you are buying off the web there is an extremely high probability that you will get fake or under dosed GH. If you get a good source you will have accurately or overdosed GH. 2iu will be better than 10iu of under-dosed shit. The side effects you may experience at 2iu are; water retention, pain in your knuckles, hands and feet, your hair may become corse and grow quicker. These are some of the most common sides at this dose. If you are looking for a sense of well being IMO this will be a waste of money. Fat lose will be your biggest benefit... Period. The guys that say you will put on size have never run GH or that ran it with a AAS and are confused what gave them the gains. But more often than not they are keyboard warriors that don't know shit .

Good luck and let me know if you have any more questions