shutdown bad looking for HELP!

lakers0812

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First things first, Im 22 yrs old, 6'1 200lbs. I've done two p-mag cycles with phenomenal results, and an m1,4add cycle. Just recently I decided to do a superdrol pulse, more specifically Hard Rocks methastadrol. I did a pulse for two weeks. First week I did mon, tuesday, friday, sat. During week 2, I did mon, wed, friday. I dosed it at 20 mg.

It was unbelievable superdrol was the real deal. I was seeing incredible size gains. My pump was ridiculous and all I wanted to do was stay in the gym. I had an alpha male feeling and overall felt great with no sides other than slight blood pressure increases (Nothing that cycle assist and grape seed extract couldn't take care of). After two weeks, I ended the pulse with the idea of taking a two week break and maybe doing another two week pulse. Here's where the problem started, I decided to get blood work the day I ended the pulse. My cholestorol was perfect (which was what I was worried about before starting), and liver values were normal. The problem is my testosterone came out to 60! It should've been in between a range of 300-1195. I was shocked the last thing I expected was to be this shut down from a 2 week superdrol pulse dosed at 20 mg. I immediately got on post cycle therapy (pct). I did Nolva and clomid. Nolva 40/20/20/20 and clomid 100/50/50/25.

After finishing my post cycle therapy (pct) and during my post cycle therapy (pct) I felt extremely lethargic and lost all my muscle mass and had no motivation to go to the gym because I was losing my muscle no matter how much I ate of lifted. I stopped post cycle therapy (pct) and am feeling constantly EXHAUSTED all day long. I can't take it anymore I need to do something as I can't function. No matter how much I sleep, it is not enough. I imagine that I am still shutdown even after the post cycle therapy (pct). In addition to the exhaustion my libido is weak. The number one thing I'm looking to fix is this constant overwhelming fatigue. Does anybody have any experience with this or suggestions? It would be greatly appreciated. Also I am meeting with an endocrinologist on tuesday. I can't take this anymore and will do anything to feel normal again. I don't plan on taking a cycle again. Superdrol although awesome definitely needs to be treated with respect.
 
Number 1, NEVER run a cycle without test...seriously asking for trouble/a miserable life for awhile.

Number 2, Keep the clomid going for another month at 50/50/25/25

This should get you going again. Not saying your natural test is going to be where it once was, BUT your 22 so as long as its in an acceptable range, you have something to work with.

I really doubt it, but you might have really fucked up your endocrine system and ruined your HPTA forever...again this is doubtful, but if so, you're looking at testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for the rest of your life.

Good luck bro!
 
Do you have the rest of your blood work? LH, FSH, estradiol et cetera.. If not, you need to get that done to see where you are at.
 
I hear you and yes I'm worried I might've messed up my HPTA. I got an mri and it turns out my pituitary glands are fine and not damaged, which is a good sign. This fatigue however, is killing me. I will keep the clomid going for another month. I feel as if my test needs a kick start that the clomid and nolva haven't done yet. What do you think about HCG?
 
Yes I also ordered those tests from my original blood work. Unfortunately I don't have those anymore, I gave them to my family doctor who I will see on monday, along with an endocrinologist on tuesday. I don't know the exact numbers for the LH, FSH, estradiol but I do recall they were lower than normal. The good thing is that there was no damage done to my pituitary glands so my original endo said to wait for a 2-3 months and then take another blood test. The problem is, I can't live with this overwhelming fatigue.

I'm going to continue with what Thades said and do clomid for another month. Should I still use nolva or would clomid alone be ok?
 
Yeah you made some mistakes there bro. Run the clomid for another month and then get bloodwork done again. You can use the nolva with it if you like or just clomid alone.
 
Thanks bro. Appreciate the help. Is there an advantage to running both at the same time? What do you think about HCG?

What about adding a test booster?
 
Clomid alone is fine, most likely dont need hcg just yet, a good clomid protocol can work wonders on getting your natural test going again.
 
Thanks man. I hope it works. I've been safe with all my cycles and got blood work, but superdrol is a different animal. I'm gonna continue with the clomid and let you guys know how it goes.
 
You an eagles fan? Wish you the best bro. Vick is gonna dominate against the saints.

Also I hope i get better as well, it's affecting my normal life significantly! Wouldn't wish this upon anyone. I think I'll get better but it will take some time. I'll listen to MeatHead96 and get some DAA.
 
What was suggested above is correct. But I also have a feeling your cortisol is thru the roof. High cortisol levels make you extremely tired for no reason (not to mention breaking down muscle mass). I would get on phosphatidylserine asap, 600mg ed minimum. I really believe it should be a part of every PCT anyways.
 
Thanks man. I'd imagine your probably right. I'll get some today. Cortisol is always high after cycle so I need to do something about that asap
 
Like meathead sad get DAA . And 20mg of nolva does more than 50mg of clomid. Seems like your estrogen is still high take aromasin helps with estro and increases your natural test.
 
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