I'm 44 years old and have an average build, maybe 25 pounds too much fat, and a bit of a pot belly now. I used to be cut and muscular. I want to get back into lifting and get back into the shape I was 5 years ago, but I have no energy or motivation.
My general doctor tested my testosterone Jan. 1 2014, and it was 250. Dr. prescribed testosterone injections 1ml per month. 3 months later (March 28, 2014) when I saw her she tested again and my T had dropped to 139. That test was done 28 days after my last 200mg injection, so I assume most of the injected testosterone cypionate was gone and my testicular function had gotten way worse or stopped totally. She had me up the dose to 200mg every two weeks and sent me to a urologist. Injected 200mg on 4-1-14 and again on 4-16-14.
April 22, 2014 The urologist gave me a T gel to use daily. He said stop using the injections and tested me again and also for estrogen. April 30, 2014, I got the newest results back: Estrodil level = 144 and testosterone level = 1298. That was taken 6 days after injecting 200mg testosterone cyp. Urologists assistant said Dr. said to stop using the gel and the injections for a month.
My concern is that after starting the TRT it's halted my natural testosterone production and my libido is gone. I've read that it's important to take hCG after using testosterone replacement in order to kick start my testicle (I only have one due to cancer 15 years ago).
I guess I'm just freaking out because I feel like the doctors should have not just immediately given me TRT and now immediately instructed me to stop cold turkey. If I need the testosterone replacement then okay, but I think they are screwing with my body and doing damage without concern for my only testicle.
I've ordered clomid 25mg and I've been taking dim 300mg per day for a week. I feel like they have effectively castrated me, and left me to fend for myself.
I think I should try hCG but I have no idea where to get it and I don't want to wait till next month to ask my doctor about it.
My general doctor tested my testosterone Jan. 1 2014, and it was 250. Dr. prescribed testosterone injections 1ml per month. 3 months later (March 28, 2014) when I saw her she tested again and my T had dropped to 139. That test was done 28 days after my last 200mg injection, so I assume most of the injected testosterone cypionate was gone and my testicular function had gotten way worse or stopped totally. She had me up the dose to 200mg every two weeks and sent me to a urologist. Injected 200mg on 4-1-14 and again on 4-16-14.
April 22, 2014 The urologist gave me a T gel to use daily. He said stop using the injections and tested me again and also for estrogen. April 30, 2014, I got the newest results back: Estrodil level = 144 and testosterone level = 1298. That was taken 6 days after injecting 200mg testosterone cyp. Urologists assistant said Dr. said to stop using the gel and the injections for a month.
My concern is that after starting the TRT it's halted my natural testosterone production and my libido is gone. I've read that it's important to take hCG after using testosterone replacement in order to kick start my testicle (I only have one due to cancer 15 years ago).
I guess I'm just freaking out because I feel like the doctors should have not just immediately given me TRT and now immediately instructed me to stop cold turkey. If I need the testosterone replacement then okay, but I think they are screwing with my body and doing damage without concern for my only testicle.
I've ordered clomid 25mg and I've been taking dim 300mg per day for a week. I feel like they have effectively castrated me, and left me to fend for myself.
I think I should try hCG but I have no idea where to get it and I don't want to wait till next month to ask my doctor about it.
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