look man I know that I am already in a deep shit and im not gonna touch steroids again but at least I wanna get something out of it if it was 2 weeks before I would change my mind and not start it but NOW I have to choose between bad and worse .... so stop giving me fucking panic if you don't want to help! Yeah im tired of being as same size as girls and I have lack of confidence cause of it that's why I started this shit

, when you starting your prop cycle?