I agree with Lucillex, this sounds kind of pathetic. No trying to cut you down OP, but you absolutely cannot find a source and you've been bodybuilding or at least on this board since 2005.
sorry. maybe I am not perfect, like you. also, i have not juiced in a long time. so my illegal connections haven't been my top priority in life.
was just asking for advice here. don't have to shit on me.