hey guys I'm new to the forum and have some questions and need some advice. I'm 32 and in ok shape I've been involved in sports or training off and on since I was 14. I'm just getting into training again and started doing mixed martial arts, push ups, burpee's, sit ups etc. Its been about 2 and a half years since i was involved in lifting weights. I have lost 20 pounds in the last 3 months 270 to 250 and would ideally like to get to a lean 225 230. The deal is I'd like to start a cycle that would give me endurance speed and stamina as well as strength but I really dont want to gain any weight in fact I want to lose 20 more pounds. I've done juice before a long time ago test, dbol, and tren and loved the strength but didnt like the way i looked I gained 30lbs and was really bloated looking. I guess I would like some advice on where to start. I had read quiet a bit and it seems like I should do some test and some winstrol along with estrogen blockers what do i do.