YOU were RIGHT MM!!!!!

[stevemorse0]

This may sound crazy, I may be insane, but I will admit when I am wrong. MM, thanks so much and you were right. Two weeks into this winstrol, today I looked in the mirror, and I dont look like me anymore. Something is different. Its small, no one noticed it, infact they think Im nuts, but I see it. I am not me! I am dumping this cycle. I dont like this tiny change I see. Its in my face, its in my arms, its in my skin , I almost cant explain it. Its so subtle but I see it and I dont like it. I was looking so damn good natural and eating on target and you said YOUR NOT GOING TO LIKE IT, and I did not notice the first 13 days, but today I see something so tiny and I am DONE! Its hard to explain but I am glad it to go back to eating clean, lifting and cardio.

Funny no one like I said noticed it, but I see something. Also I know its easy to go right back to the before me, real fast. Has anyone had this? Its just a look in my face so slight, and arms so slight that I just got a glimpse of something that I dont like.

I will miss the power surge I was starting just to get! This is the hard part, the part I am going to miss !! My workout today was just about starting to crank big time, But its not worth it. AM I making any sense???? I mean I asked a few people at the gym who know me well and they said your nuts, but I just see something off. AM I CRAZY????

 

[RJ]

AM I CRAZY????

I'm starting to think this is the question that needs the most attention Stevie.

 

[stevemorse0]

I'm starting to think this is the question that needs the most attention Stevie.

yeah I had no plan when I started to do this which basically I have made myself an experimental mouse with this stuff. I see where you could draw that conclusion. However give me points for honesty , and at least IM not boring!! Personality , crazy and all could be fun!

You dont think is possible for someone in two weeks to see a small weird change that they dont like???? Ok , IM crazy. I am seeing things. I am still bailing. I see something. Ohh have you ever seen the movie the shining???? I turn into that at night!

 

[Blondie_Bombshell]

Thanks for being honest about this stevie. I will never run winstrol for this reason, I would rather run prop. Although with all the compounds I have run, I have never seen any bad side within the first 2 weeks. What was your dosage?

 

[stevemorse0]

my dosage was low 5 mg, however let me explain better. Its such a subtle thing that no one but me would notice. However its a start to worse things to come. I just look to me a tiny tiny tiny bit off. A little thicker in the arms, a little weird is the face, and no one would notice. However I think people know their body best and to keep going would only add more of the thickness and miss Muscle said to me that you wont like what you see if your scale happy. She was right, its just something strange about how I am changing that this cycle would LEAD to THICKER and UNHAPPINESS. MM, gets this, she is MY SHRINK!!!! I cant explain what I am trying to say, its just a look in my face, thin and gaunt, but a bit thicker in the arms but so small that only someone who lives with this face every minute would notice.

I dont know maybe its my imagination and Im going crazy like the above poster said. Anything is possible. I want to stay on it, I love the surge, the power. My heart say stay on it, my head says dump it. This sucks. Maybe another week to see if its in my head? I ate easter dinner yesterday maybe too much salt??

 

[Rougen123]

my dosage was low 5 mg, however let me explain better. Its such a subtle thing that no one but me would notice. However its a start to worse things to come. I just look to me a tiny tiny tiny bit off. A little thicker in the arms, a little weird is the face, and no one would notice. However I think people know their body best and to keep going would only add more of the thickness and miss Muscle said to me that you wont like what you see if your scale happy. She was right, its just something strange about how I am changing that this cycle would LEAD to THICKER and UNHAPPINESS. MM, gets this, she is MY SHRINK!!!! I cant explain what I am trying to say, its just a look in my face, thin and gaunt, but a bit thicker in the arms but so small that only someone who lives with this face every minute would notice.

I dont know maybe its my imagination and Im going crazy like the above poster said. Anything is possible. I want to stay on it, I love the surge, the power. My heart say stay on it, my head says dump it. This sucks. Maybe another week to see if its in my head? I ate easter dinner yesterday maybe too much salt??

I can't tell if your being serious or not bro. If you want the truth, you sound straight up crazy, and I can barely even manage to understand wtf your talking about

 

[Miss Muscle]

I can't tell if your being serious or not bro. If you want the truth, you sound straight up crazy, and I can barely even manage to understand wtf your talking about

"Steve" is actually Marilyn....a female. And you have to adapt to her posting style.....you'll get used to it.

Do what makes you feel best Steve. You know. It might be in your head but that doesn't matter. If you don't like something change it.

Glad all is well.

 

[Dreaded Pirate Roberts]

An Adams apple is never cool on a chick. Winstrol (winny) is not for women who want to be women.
var is a better choice.

 

[stevemorse0]

"Steve" is actually Marilyn....a female. And you have to adapt to her posting style.....you'll get used to it.

Do what makes you feel best Steve. You know. It might be in your head but that doesn't matter. If you don't like something change it.

Glad all is well.

Yes I am going with what makes me feel best. Crazy or not, its best to go safe.

However I have something more important I need to say. After reading your comment to the above poster about me being crazy (and we both know thats possible!) you handled that so professionally that answer that you have to get my posting style.

There is a very quiet calmness to you. Its so refreshing and so spiritial. THere is not a mean bone in YOUR body! I can see this. How did you get so patient, tolerant and spiritual? You are a very good at certain things, dealing with people is one of them. I wish I could be more like you! You are kind truely a kind person with no adgenda.

Yes I know my post style lets just say you got to get used to it. Thats a good way to put it. Your something else!!!!!

 

[stevemorse0]

I can't tell if your being serious or not bro. If you want the truth, you sound straight up crazy, and I can barely even manage to understand wtf your talking about

its like Nyquil, you got to get used to the posting style!! Its hard to swallow.

 

[THE-DET-OAK]

An Adams apple is never cool on a chick..

amen

 

[Miss Muscle]

I don't have many mean bones in my body Steve.....but I do have alot of mischevious ones.

 

[boostedHULK]

i think this is a good post. it's a post of an actual person experience and what she didn't like about it, and she is doing her best to explain why. it sounds to me like you caught a glimpse of what your body was headed for in terms of making yourself much more masculine. pulling the water weight and leaning you up while putting on muscle will definitely make you look off as a girl, big shoulders, a thick waste with your cheek bones rippin' through isn't a great look for any female. although, Eva Twardoken's pulls off the look of a super-buff kinda manly chick in a pretty sexy way. Either way, it's good to see she is paying that close of attention to her body and her training. At least she isn't just goin' for it recklessly.

 

[stevemorse0]

thanks, that looks has passed. I have other issues that I could discuss which maybe I will. Thank Im back to the old me!!!