Longevity.Fitness
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First things first I don't want to get on but people are trying to tell me I should.
My stats
Im 18
6'0
67kg
Working out for 6 years
Training for 4.
Anyway for the last two years I have been living in a mental fog, just existing and I was wondering why I felt so shit so I got every test in the book done. Found out my test levels were beyond low 334 ng/dl. My doctor said I was fine but I everyone I have spoken to and told are questioning how I'm alive. I feel fine. Well I feel normal, I always feel tired and lethargic and just want to give up. But I thought that was growing up so I have kind of pushed it away as normal feeling. Anyway I have been reading up on low test levels and apparently the national standards are BS and you will feel shit if you are less then 500 and will feel horrible if less then 400.'
So what I was wondering if it is worth looking into TRT or just wait a couple years and then blast/cruise till I die.
Staying like this is not an option. I literally feel useless everyday and I can sometimes push it away and "get through the day" but I feel like a shell walking around. It feels like HRT/TRT are my only hope.
The only people that understand are some mates who use AAS and says that's exactly how they feel when they didn't use Pct's.
****For full disclosure I did 3 cycles of Ostarine from the ages of 15-17 0.7m; and 1.0ml and 1.0ml no tapering and no pct.
That is what I believe has fucked up my test levels and my life. yes I knew how stupid I was yes I regret it but I was a kid and we all make mistakes.
I just want to feel happiness again. Please guide me.
*EDIT please delete my old thread was in wrong section**
My stats
Im 18
6'0
67kg
Working out for 6 years
Training for 4.
Anyway for the last two years I have been living in a mental fog, just existing and I was wondering why I felt so shit so I got every test in the book done. Found out my test levels were beyond low 334 ng/dl. My doctor said I was fine but I everyone I have spoken to and told are questioning how I'm alive. I feel fine. Well I feel normal, I always feel tired and lethargic and just want to give up. But I thought that was growing up so I have kind of pushed it away as normal feeling. Anyway I have been reading up on low test levels and apparently the national standards are BS and you will feel shit if you are less then 500 and will feel horrible if less then 400.'
So what I was wondering if it is worth looking into TRT or just wait a couple years and then blast/cruise till I die.
Staying like this is not an option. I literally feel useless everyday and I can sometimes push it away and "get through the day" but I feel like a shell walking around. It feels like HRT/TRT are my only hope.
The only people that understand are some mates who use AAS and says that's exactly how they feel when they didn't use Pct's.
****For full disclosure I did 3 cycles of Ostarine from the ages of 15-17 0.7m; and 1.0ml and 1.0ml no tapering and no pct.
That is what I believe has fucked up my test levels and my life. yes I knew how stupid I was yes I regret it but I was a kid and we all make mistakes.
I just want to feel happiness again. Please guide me.
*EDIT please delete my old thread was in wrong section**