I have come to a realisation in the last couple of months.
I am 18 and I wanted to do a 12 week cycle of Test C, with Nolv and Clomid with Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) for post cycle therapy (pct). I was advised multiple times not to do steroids because I was too young and the risks of dangerous side effects were much higher. I even made different accounts lying about my age in order to get the information I was looking for.
I visited the Doctor to ask if he would monitor my cycle, he said no, but would meet for general health check, I changed my Doctor and have a meeting at the end of this week.
I was talking to a friend yesterday and I had the evening to myself to think, and then, along with the last two months debating whether I would or wouldn't do a cylce, I realised that I wanted to do a cycle. But for all the wrong reasons.
I am a fairly confident person, good grades, I do fine with girls, I have a pretty good body for my age and a good set of friends.
But recently, because of exams and things, I haven't been socialising that much recently and my confidence with girls and meeting new people has decreased. I saw steroids as a way to 'bring more girls' into my life, as a way of being more confident in myself and getting that attention from people that I haven't really had for a while.
But all of these things don't really have anything to do with my body at all, the only REAL way to change that is to go out more, to meet strangers on the street, to talk to the hots girls in the clubs again like I used to and gain more friends.
Doing steroids would just cover up the cracks in my personality, but not fix the root issues. So that is why I decided not to do steroids, I may do one day.. I may not. At 5'7" I only need to be about 80kgs @ 10% bf to look amazing. I'm 65kgs @ <10% bf now. And I sort of enjoy training natural.
I will probably still post in the steroid section because I find it all fascinating, I have learned so much about these amazing drugs in the fast few months.. A LOT!!
I want to take this opportunity to apologise to all the members I argued with and called names because they wouldn't (quite rightly) give me information on how to do steroids at 18, without them I would probably be on a cycle now and only realise this and it be too late.
Cheers
Kinder
I am 18 and I wanted to do a 12 week cycle of Test C, with Nolv and Clomid with Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) for post cycle therapy (pct). I was advised multiple times not to do steroids because I was too young and the risks of dangerous side effects were much higher. I even made different accounts lying about my age in order to get the information I was looking for.
I visited the Doctor to ask if he would monitor my cycle, he said no, but would meet for general health check, I changed my Doctor and have a meeting at the end of this week.
I was talking to a friend yesterday and I had the evening to myself to think, and then, along with the last two months debating whether I would or wouldn't do a cylce, I realised that I wanted to do a cycle. But for all the wrong reasons.
I am a fairly confident person, good grades, I do fine with girls, I have a pretty good body for my age and a good set of friends.
But recently, because of exams and things, I haven't been socialising that much recently and my confidence with girls and meeting new people has decreased. I saw steroids as a way to 'bring more girls' into my life, as a way of being more confident in myself and getting that attention from people that I haven't really had for a while.
But all of these things don't really have anything to do with my body at all, the only REAL way to change that is to go out more, to meet strangers on the street, to talk to the hots girls in the clubs again like I used to and gain more friends.
Doing steroids would just cover up the cracks in my personality, but not fix the root issues. So that is why I decided not to do steroids, I may do one day.. I may not. At 5'7" I only need to be about 80kgs @ 10% bf to look amazing. I'm 65kgs @ <10% bf now. And I sort of enjoy training natural.
I will probably still post in the steroid section because I find it all fascinating, I have learned so much about these amazing drugs in the fast few months.. A LOT!!
I want to take this opportunity to apologise to all the members I argued with and called names because they wouldn't (quite rightly) give me information on how to do steroids at 18, without them I would probably be on a cycle now and only realise this and it be too late.
Cheers
Kinder
way to fuckin early to read correctly lol
