20 years old want to start my first cycle

[JamesTheLegend]

Listen man, if you are truely dead set, noone will ever convince you otherwise.. then yes.. as everyone else has stated. Run test only(enth or cyp) is probably optimal. 12-16 weeks.. and have a good post cycle of atleast nolva or clomid and have an A.I. on hand in case you have heavy sides (gyno, massive bloating)..