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Hi all, my name is Ryan, and like the topic title says, I am 25 years old and just recently started my TRT. This is my first topic on this site, but from what I've read it seems like a great community for this kind of talk. Just to warn you this a long post, if you can bear with me.
Anyways, so the past year or so I've felt like crap: unbearable anxiety, no libido, increasing difficulty with erections, lack of motivation or caring. I also had a seriously blunted emotion and mood. All of these symptoms started about 2.5-3 years ago when my mother died, and I decided to quit my drug habit (I was using copious amounts of Oxycodone and Xanax and other opiates and benzos). It was a nightmare. I literally was not able to be around people, or enjoy normal activities that I liked, etc. all for over 2 years, getting slightly better with time. For a long time I thought a lot of my pain was because of my addiction to benzos (withdrawal symptoms can last for years if taken for a long time), which it was, for a while, but after some time I realized that I had to look somewhere else. In the past 6 months I've felt better, but still not 100%. They put me on antidepressants but they never helped. They gave me buspar for my anxiety, which actually did help tremendously. However, there was still something off, and the more I read about Low T, I was positive I had found my culprit, so I had my bloodwork done and low and behold.
Sorry for the long intro but I felt like it might be relevant info considering I am 25 and I shouldn't really be experiencing low T problems in the first place. My Doctor says that my Low T levels are most likely due to my past drug use, but I'm not too sure about that; it sounds reasonable enough, but I've never seen anything about causing low T and I've researched opiates/benzos for so long because when you are withdrawing it helps to alleviate fears by knowing what you are in for. Anyways, so I went to the doctor's and they prescribed me T. It's been nearly 4 weeks since, and I can feel a definite improvement in mood. My anxiety is all but gone, I feel like my emotions may starting to come back, because I am starting to enjoy music again, so hey! I was prescribed 200mg EOW, but after reading so much online about TRT I decided to do 200mg/week, then I changed that to 100mg twice/week. I am still experiencing ups and down though, but from what I've read it can take up to 2-3 months for the T to build up enough in the bloodstream to have a stable level, so I am willing to give it some time.
My main interests/concerns is about the long term effects of long-term usage of T, and what I can do to further help myself in this area (hcg, aromatose inhibitors, etc). I know using T alone for a long time is a bad idea as it will result in major shrinkage, but if I were to add the Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) to my regimen, would that shrinkage factor no longer be an issue, and does the Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) have any long term side effects? I don't know if I will be on TRT for a while or if my body just needs a kickstart, but I'm trying to be prepared if I do have to have TRT my entire life. Also, what should one expect when starting Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG)?
I am going to make an appt with my Dr this week after I go in for another blood workup. This time I am going to get my E2 tested. I have gained so much weight in the past 6 months and have not been able to lose any of it, and I am hoping this is the culprit, because if it is, then the aromatose inhibitors should take care of that. I also get terrible hot flashes which I have learned can be caused by high E. As for the aromatose inhibitors, are there any major side effects from something like anastrozole besides possibly blocking too much E? I don't have a prescription for this but I do have access to it, so that's why I am asking about this particular one.
Anyways sorry for the long post, but I kinda felt like I needed to spill my life story for a bit lol.
Anyways, so the past year or so I've felt like crap: unbearable anxiety, no libido, increasing difficulty with erections, lack of motivation or caring. I also had a seriously blunted emotion and mood. All of these symptoms started about 2.5-3 years ago when my mother died, and I decided to quit my drug habit (I was using copious amounts of Oxycodone and Xanax and other opiates and benzos). It was a nightmare. I literally was not able to be around people, or enjoy normal activities that I liked, etc. all for over 2 years, getting slightly better with time. For a long time I thought a lot of my pain was because of my addiction to benzos (withdrawal symptoms can last for years if taken for a long time), which it was, for a while, but after some time I realized that I had to look somewhere else. In the past 6 months I've felt better, but still not 100%. They put me on antidepressants but they never helped. They gave me buspar for my anxiety, which actually did help tremendously. However, there was still something off, and the more I read about Low T, I was positive I had found my culprit, so I had my bloodwork done and low and behold.
Sorry for the long intro but I felt like it might be relevant info considering I am 25 and I shouldn't really be experiencing low T problems in the first place. My Doctor says that my Low T levels are most likely due to my past drug use, but I'm not too sure about that; it sounds reasonable enough, but I've never seen anything about causing low T and I've researched opiates/benzos for so long because when you are withdrawing it helps to alleviate fears by knowing what you are in for. Anyways, so I went to the doctor's and they prescribed me T. It's been nearly 4 weeks since, and I can feel a definite improvement in mood. My anxiety is all but gone, I feel like my emotions may starting to come back, because I am starting to enjoy music again, so hey! I was prescribed 200mg EOW, but after reading so much online about TRT I decided to do 200mg/week, then I changed that to 100mg twice/week. I am still experiencing ups and down though, but from what I've read it can take up to 2-3 months for the T to build up enough in the bloodstream to have a stable level, so I am willing to give it some time.
My main interests/concerns is about the long term effects of long-term usage of T, and what I can do to further help myself in this area (hcg, aromatose inhibitors, etc). I know using T alone for a long time is a bad idea as it will result in major shrinkage, but if I were to add the Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) to my regimen, would that shrinkage factor no longer be an issue, and does the Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) have any long term side effects? I don't know if I will be on TRT for a while or if my body just needs a kickstart, but I'm trying to be prepared if I do have to have TRT my entire life. Also, what should one expect when starting Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG)?
I am going to make an appt with my Dr this week after I go in for another blood workup. This time I am going to get my E2 tested. I have gained so much weight in the past 6 months and have not been able to lose any of it, and I am hoping this is the culprit, because if it is, then the aromatose inhibitors should take care of that. I also get terrible hot flashes which I have learned can be caused by high E. As for the aromatose inhibitors, are there any major side effects from something like anastrozole besides possibly blocking too much E? I don't have a prescription for this but I do have access to it, so that's why I am asking about this particular one.
Anyways sorry for the long post, but I kinda felt like I needed to spill my life story for a bit lol.
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