30yo First Cycle questions

[doug_marsh]

First time posting and first cycle so excuse the newb questions.

Stats
30 years old
Starting weight 128lb
Current weight since cycle 160lbs
Height 5' 10"

Dosage
300mg Test-e
250mg Masteron-e

Reason for starting?
I've always been fidgeted, slept a lot, low libido, low energy, could never gain weight even at 4000+ very clean calories and training. Labs before start showed 300 free test but couldn't find a doctor to help with TRT.

Currently
10 weeks into my cycle and right at the end about the start PCT. I currently have clomid and nolva. I've been eating clean and organic, no sugars, taking supplements (liver health, fish oil, milk thistle, daily vitamin, probiotics ect)

Question
I feel fantastic. I don't even know how to put that in words. My life has changed so much since week two. I have tons of energy, my wife is super happy, we're having a baby, I sleep less, I'm always hungry, due to better posture I've gain 2" in height, I'm fucking like a champion (I don't think I've ever done better in my life), I'm motivated, I'm kicking ass at work and I don't want to stop my cycle. If I have to go back to the way I've felt my whole life I'm not really sure I'll be happy.

I know its not safe to stay cycling for longer than I have been but I really feel healthier than I ever have in my life. Any suggestions? Am I just being an idiot if I stay on? I got my hands on HCG and an AI if needed. This question I know gets asked over and over but each situation is different and with the above information maybe someone can help with some input?

 

[appleton111]

your weight is very low for 128 lbs. you need to work on your diet more before getting into aas. and you had no gains at 4000 calories per day before?

 

[doug_marsh]

Gains were really slow with no aas. I trained for a few years before taking the dive into aas. I'm hitting 5000+ a day now, with my stack and making significant gains, but previously it was maybe half a lb a month and if I hit a bad day where I couldn't eat or lift due to one thing or another (we all have those day don't say you don't) I'd lose a lb in the blink of an eye. Its was tedious. I was also smaller than 128 previous to the two years of training hovering in the 120 area. Thats what prompted me to get labs.

I appreciate the fact that the recommendation is to not use aas and if I shouldn't, I shouldn't but this cycle has changed my life in very significant ways so staying on was the thought. I really do feel like my diet is on track with clean foods and steady hitting 5000 calories a day. I'll keep with my training and get off the aas with my proper PCT since I know you guys probably are only looking for the best. Maybe in a few years I'll cycle again but I know my life is going to go back to the normal struggle, dropping down to the 300's in my test count so I thought I'd reach out for some suggestions.

 

[scorob777]

This is one of those situations where you should get a doctor who is willing to do TRT, so you can go on some sort of reduced dosing long term.

Only other options are to go back to how you were, or do self administered TRT.

 

[doug_marsh]

Would self administered TRT be smart? If I keep on with HCG and an AI is it safe if I monitor labs? What would be a safe dosage for TRT? I'd obviously cut out the mast-e and just stick on the test.

 

[scorob777]

Self administered vs a doctor would not be smart, but for some may be the only option.

For doses go look at the TRT threads, could be as low at 70 mg/wk or as high as 150 mg/wk, or for a few even more. At 100 mg/wk for test cyp you would be roughly equivalent to what a healthy 20 year would make.

Safe or not, don't know. There are lots of people doing it. Monitoring labs would be a great way to minimize possible harm.

 

[LJCatBrah]

You honestly mean to tell us that you were consuming 4000 calories a day at 128lbs and gained NO weight naturally? That's impossible. Test doesn't have anything to do with weight gain. If you're on a big surplus with poor hormone levels, you'll gain weight. It'll just be fat.

Either you're terrible at counting calories or something else is up.

For someone to not gain on 4000 cals at 128lbs, you'd have to have a serious digestive or thyroid condition. Test didn't solve either of those, if they existed.

Something isn't adding up.