that "kick" that everyone is talking about could be pretty much a psychological side effect, somewhat of a placebo effect, it is usually by week 4 or 5 that the androgenic effects (ex: libido, which leads to well being and confidence) are instilled, so by being so confident you feel that surge of over confidence and well being, there is nothing concrete or scientific in testosterone therapy that shows that patient have "felt kicks" or whatever. I haven't felt a kick, I just felt really good and confident and in turn I also look good so that's a booster.
It's a side effect, it may or may not happen, there was this insane dude (p91swat) or something like that, that thought his pharm grade test (prescribed by a doc) was bunk because he wasn't getting his "predator face" (whatever that means), he even had a theory that there was cyp powder shortage in the US and that pharmaceutical companies were just selling diluted testosterone.... The brain is a powerful organ, if you believe something will work, it will, I have seen guys on visibly bunk gear gain 15lbs and keep it, cause they were sure that it was working, but in turn they were injecting cooking oil. On other hand I have seen guys on Innovagen gear (pharm grade lab in Canada) believe their gear was bunk because of lack of "kick" and they haven't gained shit. Keep a positive attitude, everything will work out.