Sdrol is on a long list of compounds made back in the fifties when they were trying to come up with new steroids and in the nineties were brought back to be sold as prohormones, but the reason they had to be " brought back" is because most everything on that list were not as effective, had way to many sides, or were too toxic. They were scrapped for good fucking reason. You need an ai and if you want quality gains then get var and dose it at 100 per day. It'll get rid of a little fat, put on quality mass that is VERY EASILY maintained, will get even a high bf body like yours to become very vascular, it's very mild on the liver as well as with any potential sides, kicks in very fast, and will get rid of some of that water you have on you faster than the ai would in some cases. As far as calories go,4k is PLENTY. Bulking should not mean you're okay with putting on excessive body fat. Bulking needs to be done wisely. The more fat you gain the more fat cells your body must produce to have a place to store the excess fat. The problem with this is that you can burn fat, but once you have a fat cell it's there for good and even if they are empty they still damage the potential of a physique. These guys know what they're talking about. Listen to them. I ran"prohomones off that list I mentioned earlier and thus far in my 13+ years of training/ bodybuilding/ dieting/ chemical enhancing those were the only things I have ever regretted. There are better options that that and safer and you know it. if you don't know it then, no offense, but you shouldn't be cycling. Thi isn't a game for the reckless. Be smart and you'll achieve greatness, but be patient. I am no where near my goals after over 13 years! This is a game of persistence and wisdom and admitting when you're wrong because pretending you're right can have DISASTROUS consequences. Good luck, brother. be safe