Ok, so to start I'm 24 and I'm Brand new here. Anyway my friend is an amateur BB and he convinced me to get on a cycle of Test cyp. I'm currently on week 5 taking 400mg a week (injecting twice weekly) When I started I front loaded with 800mg the first week. Around a week or two later I started feeling amazing! Had the most energy and best mood I've had in my entire life! Then (within a day) all of that came crashing down. Now I'm depressed, have a terrible attitude, no energy, and my sex drive isn't what it was, and I've been that way pretty much ever since. Oh, and I'm also taking 10mg of Nolva ed.
So I have a couple of questions,
1. Does anyone have any ideas of what could cause this?
2. How much of a factor could sleep be in this? I haven't been getting much sleep lately, but keep in mind when I was feeling great, I wasn't getting that much sleep either, so based on that fact alone I find it hard to believe that this is soley contributed to not enough sleep.
3. I've never heard anyone doing this and I haven't researched it at all, but would anyone here recommend that I up my cycle back up to 800mg a week for the remainder? I only ask this because it might be possible that the reason I felt so great and had energy was because of the initial high dose I took. I don't even know if thats possible, so I'd really appreciate any input on that.
Believe me I realize I went into this cycle before I should have, I know I didn't have enough experience, knowledge etc. and I wanted a quick way out and now I'm paying the price. I know I'm gonna get flamed and attacked for this and I will welcome it with open arms if anyone can help give me some answers! I know I made a mistake and there's nobody to blame but me, but if anyone here can help me I would be incredibly thankful! Thank you guys!
So I have a couple of questions,
1. Does anyone have any ideas of what could cause this?
2. How much of a factor could sleep be in this? I haven't been getting much sleep lately, but keep in mind when I was feeling great, I wasn't getting that much sleep either, so based on that fact alone I find it hard to believe that this is soley contributed to not enough sleep.
3. I've never heard anyone doing this and I haven't researched it at all, but would anyone here recommend that I up my cycle back up to 800mg a week for the remainder? I only ask this because it might be possible that the reason I felt so great and had energy was because of the initial high dose I took. I don't even know if thats possible, so I'd really appreciate any input on that.
Believe me I realize I went into this cycle before I should have, I know I didn't have enough experience, knowledge etc. and I wanted a quick way out and now I'm paying the price. I know I'm gonna get flamed and attacked for this and I will welcome it with open arms if anyone can help give me some answers! I know I made a mistake and there's nobody to blame but me, but if anyone here can help me I would be incredibly thankful! Thank you guys!
