photonchild
New member
Hey guys,
New to the forum. Long story short, I used steroids for six years off and on. Stopped using in 2010 and gradually began feeling moody, low libido, low motivation, and suicidal occasionally. I had no clue what was wrong with me for about two years - just thought I was severely depressed due to personal issues. After hours of research, I determined it was almost certainly low T. I don't have medical insurance, but it has to be that. I can't go on living like this any longer. What are my options? I assume I have to resume doing small cycles to regain some semblance of my former self. I really didn't want to use anymore, which is why I stopped. It was fine in my youth, but as I got older it didn't seem nearly as important. But if I have to use again to feel like not hanging myself, that's what I'll do.
Thanks in advance.
New to the forum. Long story short, I used steroids for six years off and on. Stopped using in 2010 and gradually began feeling moody, low libido, low motivation, and suicidal occasionally. I had no clue what was wrong with me for about two years - just thought I was severely depressed due to personal issues. After hours of research, I determined it was almost certainly low T. I don't have medical insurance, but it has to be that. I can't go on living like this any longer. What are my options? I assume I have to resume doing small cycles to regain some semblance of my former self. I really didn't want to use anymore, which is why I stopped. It was fine in my youth, but as I got older it didn't seem nearly as important. But if I have to use again to feel like not hanging myself, that's what I'll do.
Thanks in advance.
