Hi.
First of all I want to start with apology about my bad English, hope that basic information will be able to understand.
About me:
I am 21 year old. 85Kg = 187.39lbs. 180cm = 5'11'. Start training 6 years ago. Basic reason was to get lean due to bullies while i was fat at young age.
In these years I have tried a lot of different training and eating protocols but so far no 6pack. Even one summer i tried zero carbs high protein with 1hour cardio EOD + 90min weight training EOD, after several weeks look like shit with no singes of abs.
Right now my social life suck's due to strict eating timing and training schedule, not going out party because of alcohol and I feel depressed because I am not even close to reach my goals. I am even suicidal - and this is one of my worries what will happen when I come off.
In order to follow my goal to be lean right now I am on 5th week on keto, with about 100g of fat 100g carbs 200g protein,cardio E3D,weights 60min E3D and one day off. because IMO it will be better to enter cycle with lowest possible BF and d-bol+testP will gain back last few week muscle losses and bloat me also.
Drug history:
Once tried stanazol 30mg ED, after 5th day get singes of gyno and stop get some clomid and now everything feels ok (probably fake stan). New cycle is from another dealer.
Right now I have planned start with 150mg testP ETD and 30mg ED first week, after that 150mg testP EOD 30mg d-bol. for 4weeks just to find out what will happen after this. As PCT I got only Nolva. (everything already bought). Basic question about cycle is what should i do about my eating - is it worth to stay on keto and I gaidn anythibg with this cycle or maximaize gains with 350g of carbs?
I cant convince myself to start cycle i am not afraid of injections, my worry is about hair loss and gyno. Maybe someone can motivate me and correct me about something wrong with cycle?
Also attached picture.
First of all I want to start with apology about my bad English, hope that basic information will be able to understand.
About me:
I am 21 year old. 85Kg = 187.39lbs. 180cm = 5'11'. Start training 6 years ago. Basic reason was to get lean due to bullies while i was fat at young age.
In these years I have tried a lot of different training and eating protocols but so far no 6pack. Even one summer i tried zero carbs high protein with 1hour cardio EOD + 90min weight training EOD, after several weeks look like shit with no singes of abs.
Right now my social life suck's due to strict eating timing and training schedule, not going out party because of alcohol and I feel depressed because I am not even close to reach my goals. I am even suicidal - and this is one of my worries what will happen when I come off.
In order to follow my goal to be lean right now I am on 5th week on keto, with about 100g of fat 100g carbs 200g protein,cardio E3D,weights 60min E3D and one day off. because IMO it will be better to enter cycle with lowest possible BF and d-bol+testP will gain back last few week muscle losses and bloat me also.
Drug history:
Once tried stanazol 30mg ED, after 5th day get singes of gyno and stop get some clomid and now everything feels ok (probably fake stan). New cycle is from another dealer.
Right now I have planned start with 150mg testP ETD and 30mg ED first week, after that 150mg testP EOD 30mg d-bol. for 4weeks just to find out what will happen after this. As PCT I got only Nolva. (everything already bought). Basic question about cycle is what should i do about my eating - is it worth to stay on keto and I gaidn anythibg with this cycle or maximaize gains with 350g of carbs?
I cant convince myself to start cycle i am not afraid of injections, my worry is about hair loss and gyno. Maybe someone can motivate me and correct me about something wrong with cycle?
Also attached picture.