JonIrenicus
New member
Alright, a bit of background info on myself..
I'm currently 28 and I've been doing 12-14 week cycles since I was 21.. I always was responsible, did proper PCT, etc...
1.5 years ago I started a cycle and I figured I would push it this time, see how big I can get. (didn't get hormone bloodwork beforehand but I get a general blood work test in Dec of 2017 and I was healthy)
I basically did did test e the entire time with 8 weeks of tren in the middle. I never ran HCG and I got off late Jan. Now before I could begin my PCT, had a family emergency overseas and I had to fly out. I come back last week and obviously I'm crashing hard. Zero interest in sex, no desire to work out, etc.. Luckily, I still have a woody when I wake up so there may be some hope.
4/2/2018 I go to my MD and tell her I need to get my test checked since I'm feeling tired (don't mention anything about anabolics.)
My results are:
Free Testosterone 42.0
Total Testosterone 234.0
I'm now in full panic mode. I start 35mg/clomid 25/mg tamox ED. I'm just horrified that I may have fucked myself up and won't be able to have kids since the wife and I are discussing it now.
On 4/21/2018 I got bloodwork done through a private lab. Got the results today:
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Like I said, I know I fucked up and if anyone has any advice, i would truly appreciate it!
TL;DR
- Ran a 1.5 year cycle with no HCG (I'm a retard, I know)
- Stopped mid feb
4/2/18 Had my doctor check my test.
Free Testosterone 42.0
Total Testosterone 234.0
- Referred me to an endocrinologist (didn't tell her about gear use)
- Didn't start clomid/tamox until 4/5/18
- 4/21/18 Ordered blood work from a private lab
- Test dropped even lower to 180. For some reason my estrogen is non-existant. LH is at 0.8 FSH 0.7. I'm terrified I won't be able to have kids.
- Have an Endo appointment on May 6..should I reschedule it in a few months and finish this PCT? How fucked am I?
I'm currently 28 and I've been doing 12-14 week cycles since I was 21.. I always was responsible, did proper PCT, etc...
1.5 years ago I started a cycle and I figured I would push it this time, see how big I can get. (didn't get hormone bloodwork beforehand but I get a general blood work test in Dec of 2017 and I was healthy)
I basically did did test e the entire time with 8 weeks of tren in the middle. I never ran HCG and I got off late Jan. Now before I could begin my PCT, had a family emergency overseas and I had to fly out. I come back last week and obviously I'm crashing hard. Zero interest in sex, no desire to work out, etc.. Luckily, I still have a woody when I wake up so there may be some hope.
4/2/2018 I go to my MD and tell her I need to get my test checked since I'm feeling tired (don't mention anything about anabolics.)
My results are:
Free Testosterone 42.0
Total Testosterone 234.0
I'm now in full panic mode. I start 35mg/clomid 25/mg tamox ED. I'm just horrified that I may have fucked myself up and won't be able to have kids since the wife and I are discussing it now.
On 4/21/2018 I got bloodwork done through a private lab. Got the results today:
View attachment 567353
Like I said, I know I fucked up and if anyone has any advice, i would truly appreciate it!
TL;DR
- Ran a 1.5 year cycle with no HCG (I'm a retard, I know)
- Stopped mid feb
4/2/18 Had my doctor check my test.
Free Testosterone 42.0
Total Testosterone 234.0
- Referred me to an endocrinologist (didn't tell her about gear use)
- Didn't start clomid/tamox until 4/5/18
- 4/21/18 Ordered blood work from a private lab
- Test dropped even lower to 180. For some reason my estrogen is non-existant. LH is at 0.8 FSH 0.7. I'm terrified I won't be able to have kids.
- Have an Endo appointment on May 6..should I reschedule it in a few months and finish this PCT? How fucked am I?