goingtowin
New member
I've made the decision to come off steroids for good...
3 weeks into a deca/test cycle and I went outside and smashed the remaining deca with a hammer.
it saddens me to say I can't do this with the test as I will be stuck with TRT for life because of my poor decisions..
Cycles were hit and miss for me and this one was sending me into a DEEP depressive state.. I know it's because my hormones are bouncing around..
I will never go higher than a TRT dose and I wish I could even come off of that.. god do I wish I wasn't dependent on a substance anymore..
It's been 2.5 years since starting TRT so I know my natural production wouldn't come back... 25 years of age and now i'm on TRT for life... be careful and thoughtful younger generation...
3 weeks into a deca/test cycle and I went outside and smashed the remaining deca with a hammer.
it saddens me to say I can't do this with the test as I will be stuck with TRT for life because of my poor decisions..
Cycles were hit and miss for me and this one was sending me into a DEEP depressive state.. I know it's because my hormones are bouncing around..
I will never go higher than a TRT dose and I wish I could even come off of that.. god do I wish I wasn't dependent on a substance anymore..
It's been 2.5 years since starting TRT so I know my natural production wouldn't come back... 25 years of age and now i'm on TRT for life... be careful and thoughtful younger generation...