I used to have this girlfriend that every night she would give me head. At first I would nut in her mouth, I was timid and I wasnt relaxed at all. And over the course of time I became more and more relaxed. I blew my load in her mouth every time. I then started to get really into it and my moan would get bigger and more pronounced every time. And if she went out of town I made sure I didnt beat off so the first night back Id put a huge load in her mouth.