RamJam
New member
Hello brothers,
Its been a while, and ive had A LOT going on. Baby on the way, new job, remodeling--Just when I was ready to hit it hard--(coming back from shoulder injury/ 3-4 month layoff.) Its hard to know who to trust--Shoulder was nagging the SHIT out of me. Ultrasound, e-stim, ice, rest, etc ...(from chiropractor)laid off 3plus mos....Prelim exam from M.D. said probably just inflamed. So I got an MRI on my own because I was worried about rotator cuff. No rotator cuff issues they say---but tell me "Arthrosis"..oh, and there is a cyst on the head of my humerus--but its nothing to worry about.
So instead of hitting the ground running, ive been about four weeks of slowly methodically working up , balance, hip stabiltiy, all that shit--Eeeeeasing that shoulder back into work.
*************Im running EQ 1mg per wk with 125 mgs Sustanon**********(for about 7 weeks now)
*************** For about 3-4 weeks, been running 2 i.u.'s of hgh (Chinese)********
laid off the gh for about 4-5 days now cause I was like Pacino in GF III fallin out with a diabetes attack, slurring words for a baby ruth and a glass of o.j. from a priest/(dr.) who doesnt give a shit.
Gonna start the GH again in the morning, but here is the thing----
Shoulder is getting better, but still feel it some--So whats to come with heavy deadlifts, shoulder press etc?
I did a lot of Deadlift / Squat last time--- A LOT....and it made me gain weight/ actually made my waist thicker..but i didnt mind; I was coming off of yet another battle in life where I had been emaciated for some time--down to 146 from walking around at 170....trouble getting back to/maintaining 165---(evil woman)
I got up to 198-200....I have big legs, defined, but relatively thin/skinny arms....still, looking pretty good...
Now...With all the latest, Firstly--being around all that estrogen or the stress of everything was Fkn with my Dick.
So, I figured, a low dose of T coupled with the gh to give me a boost while rehabbing the shoulder (increasing collagen synthesis)
Now Im ranging from 200-205 and 21% bf!!
I dont look terrible--but im worried about becoming "1950's in shape guy" (where you flex w/shirt off, then it all falls down with exhale)
Also----It seems my Dick is offline---
this could be from stress of all thats on me...but my nuts have definitely decreased.
*******I was planning on running the low dose T (125 mgs/wk) for 20 weeks--(Since a 10 c bottle will give me that)
Should I stay on that course? 1/2 cc /wk (125 mgs sus 250) , 1 cc EQ, 2 i.u.'s hgh q 5 days
Is it time to implement pct, time to implement hcg?
I have noticed some slimming of the midsection, but man--even a year or so ago...I didnt even have to factor diet...I just workout, and within 4-6 wks....BOOM!! like Andrew Dice Clay "One workout and it all comes back....Muscle has memory"
Now Im holding at 200 for a few weeks, then up to 204 the other day...
Im starting to focus more on diet, but where do I go from here with the rest of it guys?
Dont believe docs who basically just say "your shoulders worn out"
I dont believe in slowing down too much--you know...the tip of the spear has to be sharp.
So do i need to hit the gas harder ( more gear, different routine etc), or turn the wheel (Im doing something wrong?)
Hope the post wasnt too long--(why i tried to make a few entertaining points) but dont know how else to tell it.
Where do you think I should go from here?
Its been a while, and ive had A LOT going on. Baby on the way, new job, remodeling--Just when I was ready to hit it hard--(coming back from shoulder injury/ 3-4 month layoff.) Its hard to know who to trust--Shoulder was nagging the SHIT out of me. Ultrasound, e-stim, ice, rest, etc ...(from chiropractor)laid off 3plus mos....Prelim exam from M.D. said probably just inflamed. So I got an MRI on my own because I was worried about rotator cuff. No rotator cuff issues they say---but tell me "Arthrosis"..oh, and there is a cyst on the head of my humerus--but its nothing to worry about.
So instead of hitting the ground running, ive been about four weeks of slowly methodically working up , balance, hip stabiltiy, all that shit--Eeeeeasing that shoulder back into work.
*************Im running EQ 1mg per wk with 125 mgs Sustanon**********(for about 7 weeks now)
*************** For about 3-4 weeks, been running 2 i.u.'s of hgh (Chinese)********
laid off the gh for about 4-5 days now cause I was like Pacino in GF III fallin out with a diabetes attack, slurring words for a baby ruth and a glass of o.j. from a priest/(dr.) who doesnt give a shit.
Gonna start the GH again in the morning, but here is the thing----
Shoulder is getting better, but still feel it some--So whats to come with heavy deadlifts, shoulder press etc?
I did a lot of Deadlift / Squat last time--- A LOT....and it made me gain weight/ actually made my waist thicker..but i didnt mind; I was coming off of yet another battle in life where I had been emaciated for some time--down to 146 from walking around at 170....trouble getting back to/maintaining 165---(evil woman)
I got up to 198-200....I have big legs, defined, but relatively thin/skinny arms....still, looking pretty good...
Now...With all the latest, Firstly--being around all that estrogen or the stress of everything was Fkn with my Dick.
So, I figured, a low dose of T coupled with the gh to give me a boost while rehabbing the shoulder (increasing collagen synthesis)
Now Im ranging from 200-205 and 21% bf!!
I dont look terrible--but im worried about becoming "1950's in shape guy" (where you flex w/shirt off, then it all falls down with exhale)
Also----It seems my Dick is offline---
this could be from stress of all thats on me...but my nuts have definitely decreased.
*******I was planning on running the low dose T (125 mgs/wk) for 20 weeks--(Since a 10 c bottle will give me that)
Should I stay on that course? 1/2 cc /wk (125 mgs sus 250) , 1 cc EQ, 2 i.u.'s hgh q 5 days
Is it time to implement pct, time to implement hcg?
I have noticed some slimming of the midsection, but man--even a year or so ago...I didnt even have to factor diet...I just workout, and within 4-6 wks....BOOM!! like Andrew Dice Clay "One workout and it all comes back....Muscle has memory"
Now Im holding at 200 for a few weeks, then up to 204 the other day...
Im starting to focus more on diet, but where do I go from here with the rest of it guys?
Dont believe docs who basically just say "your shoulders worn out"
I dont believe in slowing down too much--you know...the tip of the spear has to be sharp.
So do i need to hit the gas harder ( more gear, different routine etc), or turn the wheel (Im doing something wrong?)
Hope the post wasnt too long--(why i tried to make a few entertaining points) but dont know how else to tell it.
Where do you think I should go from here?
