I just found this site after surfin a bit , and i wanted to ask a few questions... If i may ? im a 34 yr. old male that was very athletic in school ,like track and basketball and football always on first string ateverything. Problem was i was never eligible to play... I was told i had add. but my parents refused amphetamines , so i was the class clown that luckily i could get any girl i wanted. i dont know how i guess it was the bad boy in me.lol...but my mind was going so fast all te time cause of the adhd, that i quickly started self medicating with alcohol . 18 years later i was told by a psychiatrists that i was adhd and i never out grw it... so she gave me some legal speed and POW i was settling down and even sleeping alot better... any ways she testgged my test levels and they come back low 219... she didnt have alot to say about it other than they might give me a patch. scrw that im 34 i wanna be at the top of my game... now i know why ive felt terrible for year now, depression, mood swings, anxiety and panic attacks..crazy feelings and crazy shit !!! i live in a small southern town i oklahoma with limited doctors...so i found one in oklahoma city that specializes in T-therapy-, he gave me 2 months supply of test E 150 2times a wk... 300 a wk. and Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) 2 times a wk. and anti estrogen 1 pill 5 times a wk. Let me tell you i am 34 190 lbs. 5 ft. 9in. tall. beer belly and hardly any muscle definition, i got hurt in the oilfield in late 2008 i wa good at my job cause i was fast and hard working. i was strong but a different type of strong , like going to a gym and lifting weights properly i was weak, but in the field i could throw around 80 to 110 lbs of iron pretty easy. ive taken my first week of 300mg. test e and i am so sore all over. i have some equipment at home that i work out with and before i could do my sets and reps till muscle fail and recover real quickly. this first week of starting steroids, i am doing the same workouts , with a few more reps and im so sore and my joints hurt, but i swear im swole up and vey hard(i mean my muscles) im happy down there too !lol.. i already feel better mentally too.. do you think sinse i have never taken this before and i was so low on my levels that its going to work really great for me mentally and physically ??? sorry for rambling on im just curious what you more expierienced people think about it..Thanks and any replies would be great as i dont have anyone to talk to about this , what to expect ? etc... small town sucks sometimes..lol !
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Thanks Warren 916 , i appreciate it.. yeah i thought it was a high dose too.. i think this is going to turn my life around, no ore fuckin anti-depressants that dont work.. i wanna get big and strong especially after my surgery im going ack in the oilfield and thres alot of young punks thats still suckin on moms tit ! lol...
Thank you kindly ! yeah im getting to excited about my hardness and alot of it is probably water weight..idk ! im going to shut up and read and ask questions as i go.. Do you know were ican go to read abou first time users and there results .good or bad , preferrably the good though.. thanks DADAWG!!!
DADAWG
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everyone is so individual its impossible to tell you how much you will gain on a cycle . there are just way to many variables.
get plenty of food , plenty of sleep/rest , train hard and good things will happen.also as your weight goes up so will your protein and calorie needs , the bigger you get = the more food you need to grow so EAT.
