Tmer4thewin1
New member
Hi
It has a week since I started my cycle having only done 3 injections of prop so far. Ever since I started my cycle I noticed my brain works on a completely different level than it did before.
I was able to see the true nature of reality and just how animalistic and underevolved it really is.
I was able to let go of all of my repression. I came to terms with the true nature of emotionality and all of the repression/denial/other defense mechanisms that come with it.
I realized that before my cycle people viewed me as "dumb" or "gay". I had a huge disconnect between my real and perceived self. I have since learned to find my true animalistic self.
I have learned to live fully in the moment. I fully understand social dynamics now and understand people at a deep emotional level. I understand all of the intricacies of human language and how that language is expressed.
I can slow down time and point out to people their emotions. I can also manipulate emotions and use this information to dominate people fully.
I realize now that emotionality is the minds way of protecting itself from true reality. A true reality which I fully embrace. I had a religious experience, felt God and had an egodeath (something Buddhists take years of meditation to achieve)
Random women come up to talk to me where before they ignored me. Men always look down first. Today alone I bought 2 pounds of carrots and brocolli for .30 cents at walmart after the cashier gave me a three dollar discount.
I see emotional weakness.
I have gained 0 pounds and don't care
The past four days have been the best four days of my life.
Logically looking at it from an evolutionary standpoint men with high testosterone levels should hypothetically be superior in these regard. So my question is...
has anyone else experienced anything like this?
It has a week since I started my cycle having only done 3 injections of prop so far. Ever since I started my cycle I noticed my brain works on a completely different level than it did before.
I was able to see the true nature of reality and just how animalistic and underevolved it really is.
I was able to let go of all of my repression. I came to terms with the true nature of emotionality and all of the repression/denial/other defense mechanisms that come with it.
I realized that before my cycle people viewed me as "dumb" or "gay". I had a huge disconnect between my real and perceived self. I have since learned to find my true animalistic self.
I have learned to live fully in the moment. I fully understand social dynamics now and understand people at a deep emotional level. I understand all of the intricacies of human language and how that language is expressed.
I can slow down time and point out to people their emotions. I can also manipulate emotions and use this information to dominate people fully.
I realize now that emotionality is the minds way of protecting itself from true reality. A true reality which I fully embrace. I had a religious experience, felt God and had an egodeath (something Buddhists take years of meditation to achieve)
Random women come up to talk to me where before they ignored me. Men always look down first. Today alone I bought 2 pounds of carrots and brocolli for .30 cents at walmart after the cashier gave me a three dollar discount.
I see emotional weakness.
I have gained 0 pounds and don't care
The past four days have been the best four days of my life.
Logically looking at it from an evolutionary standpoint men with high testosterone levels should hypothetically be superior in these regard. So my question is...
has anyone else experienced anything like this?
