OK il come clean...

[Superdry]

http://www.steroidology.com/forum/my-steroid-cycle-forum/646298-first-cycle-test-e-here-log.html

Heres my log..

Iam going to come clean iam 21 not 24
and iam 150lbs not 180lbs

i lied to get your advice.

I was so close to taking test e tommorrow.

But ive managed to talk my self out of it ... I cant do it, its not my thing injecting my self, taking Rat lab stuff (liquid aromasin), Taking cancer patient tablets (PCT) and womens pee (HCG) risks of being allergic, PIP, risk of Test not bouncing back. high blood pressure.

the thought of all this was just to much for me thinking i can do it naturally .

So yeah Iam Dropping out. I just want to be me No one else. dont want all these chemicals in my body.

Iam going to keep it Natural and try my hardest to get an amazing body to prove to my self what can be done without AAS.

Thank you for all your advice anyway.

 

[Beck-Miester]

Anyone in their 20's should follow your example. I waited until I was in my 40's and have kids already before I entered into the realm of AAS. All I had used before that was Havoc (Epistane) for a couple of cycles.

Good, safe. WISE choice! You will know if and when you are ready.

 

[hardtarget]

So no cycle for you then? Saving your supplies for when the time is right?

 

[R9]

Mature decision.

 

[ronrr]

you still have alot of natural gains to get b4 aas

 

[Vino 1]

Now this is unusual. Honesty, maturity, desire to do right. That's awesome bro. I respect u.

 

[Superdry]

My Test Aromatase inhibitor (AI) and post cycle therapy (pct) will be sold soon as i can find a buyer dont want to see them anymoree lol!

Iam just following my heart, and my heart is saying dont do it bro.

i guess if i reached my natural potential i wouldnt even want to take AAS and go through that rollercoaster of a ride.

I was just being greedy and impatient and trying to get results fast.

Patience is gold.

i feel like a weights lifted of my shoulders for making this deciision and i feel it is the right one.

Every Morning and night leading up to my first pin tmoz ide just find reasons on the internet to take them and then reasons not to take them was going in circles.

 

[Vino 1]

Patience is a virtue that I desire yet lack.

 

[Superdry]

Thanks for the comments people makes me even happier about my decision

 

[Docd187]

I hate being lied to but it does take a certain level of maturity to come out and admit making a mistake and coming clean with the truth. No one can ever criticize your decision to stay natural so if that's what you decide what you want for yourself, more power to you and best of luck in the pursuit of your training and physique goals!! I'm 28 and just made the decision to cycle now after having told myself all during my teenage years I'd never touch the stuff. I used to see it as cheating myself, now since I'm older and not as rash as I was in my youth I merely see it as another tool in my arsenal like creatine and protein powder since it will do absolutely nothing for you without proper training, diet, and recovery. Again happy you came clean and made the decision you can live with.

 

[JM750]

I'll give yo props for coming clean and even bigger props for not doing it. Especially at your age, I didnt do my first cycle till I was in my 30's. And even back then, we didn't have the internet so I had no clue what I was doing.

 

[old&stacked]

Men like you and I use the word "MEN" because it was men like you who I have served with in my military carreer. Chracter is a dying trait in todays society. Glad to see that there are men like you so young. It gives me hope for the future generation.

 

[simplytim]

SUPERDRY>>i can say what everyone else has over and over and is true, you get your diet right and your workout. . . supplements and at 25 or 26 you can be pushing 185 or 190 on your own. . if not more! do it now, because it's hard to START LATER in life. Listen to these guys . They and even myself are more than willing to help out. you don't need to be on roids to get advise. . good people here and other forums on this site that can tell you what to eat how to eat it. what to do to achieve diff goals. you can probably get therapy from someone here if you go mental LOL!]
Take the advise, choose the plan you like and "GO FOR IT BRO" if i knew at 24 what i know now. .wasn't a lot of PUBLIC HELP in 80's like this>> your buddy got roids. you shot it in your ass and ????? Any how good luick in whatever you decide BROTHER !

 

[a7x411]

You need a serious cycle of food