Really fucked up, really need help.

[Black Beard]

Onkshotkiller, that's manski's opinion. Just drop it already. You can't control what people think or post. If it is particularly offensive or inflammatory, then the mods will take care of it. Calm yourself down.





OP serious question, is your pointer finger longer or shorter than your ring finger?

 

[Megatron28]

Onkshotkiller, that's manski's opinion. Just drop it already. You can't control what people think or post. If it is particularly offensive or inflammatory, then the mods will take care of it. Calm yourself down.





OP serious question, is your pointer finger longer or shorter than your ring finger?

I thought that finger-comparison test only worked in females. Based on the presence of testosterone during fetal development.

 

[Milton]

if you look closely at Michelle Obama's fingers her ring finger is longer than her point finger, thus, she is a he...

 

[Megatron28]

if you look closely at Michelle Obama's fingers her ring finger is longer than her point finger, thus, she is a he...

It just means she probably goes both ways. Just imagine the crazy three ways Barack is having with the First Lady and Pelosi.

 

[Black Beard]

I thought that finger-comparison test only worked in females. Based on the presence of testosterone during fetal development.

It's the same in males.

Finger Length Predicts Health and Behavior | DiscoverMagazine.com


http://news.discovery.com/human/psychology/men-ring-finger-attractive-women-110420.htm

 

[Manski]

You are bat shit crazy. You have just said that when shit gets bad for me.....like it is inevitable, that I'll be humbled because I don't have the self belief and support structure to my life to get through things.
Thankfully, I am in control of my life and my friends and family wouldn't leave me. I'm sorry you have such fickle loved ones that weren't to be trusted.

This is the exact reason you don't tell people to follow religion as a path of support. You say evil things such as this, with no foundation of logic.

I am however glad that your belief got you through it all and out the other side.
Unlike you, I won't wish the worst upon you.

Maybe you should look to Buddhism, you might become a nicer person.

Everybody lives life on life's terms. Maybe you haven't faced any adversity yet. Yes, I've made a lot of bad decisions in my life up until bout 5 years ago. All self inflicted. Dont ever talk bout my family like that ever again ! They gave me tough love and I don't blame them ! I was living a crazy life at that time and it look like I did something really bad. You sound like a young spoiled brat. I do pray for you and hope you will believe one day. This is my belief ! It saved me and I've seen God save many people. I will never take your inventory or judge you cause you don't believe cause you are one of Gods children as well. You have to ask, why are you upset with me cause of my belief. Doesn't effect you at all. Also I was talking with the op, not you ! Start your own non believers thread and be with your own kind. The op didn't respond to my commit and I won't sit here and force feed it to him but will let him know that I'm here if he changes his mind. This has nothing to do with you sir !

 

[Milton]

It just means she probably goes both ways. Just imagine the crazy three ways Barack is having with the First Lady and Pelosi.

she or better said he, is definitely packing if you know what I mean. just google it.

 

[Manski]

People thought you were a killer? As in murderer?

Yes amongst others things as well

 

[Megatron28]

Everybody lives life on life's terms. Maybe you haven't faced any adversity yet. Yes, I've made a lot of bad decisions in my life up until bout 5 years ago. All self inflicted. Dont ever talk bout my family like that ever again ! They gave me tough love and I don't blame them ! I was living a crazy life at that time and it look like I did something really bad. You sound like a young spoiled brat. I do pray for you and hope you will believe one day. This is my belief ! It saved me and I've seen God save many people. I will never take your inventory or judge you cause you don't believe cause you are one of Gods children as well. You have to ask, why are you upset with me cause of my belief. Doesn't effect you at all. Also I was talking with the op, not you ! Start your own non believers thread and be with your own kind. The op didn't respond to my commit and I won't sit here and force feed it to him but will let him know that I'm here if he changes his mind. This has nothing to do with you sir !

Manski: please tone down the proselytizing. We welcome people of all beliefs and religions here, along with those who don't believe. Please keep focused on AAS rather than trying to convert souls.

 

[siq]

After reading this post, I'm amazed that you never got into any street drugs... or have you?

 

[siq]

Manski: please tone down the proselytizing. We welcome people of all beliefs and religions here, along with those who don't believe. Please keep focused on AAS rather than trying to convert souls.

Thank you megatron! Well said my friend.

 

[Manski]

Manski: please tone down the proselytizing. We welcome people of all beliefs and religions here, along with those who don't believe. Please keep focused on AAS rather than trying to convert souls.

No problem my friend. onshotkiller or whatever his name has spiked my reacation. I felt like I was attacked cause of my belief. I've been on here a long time and I've always stuck to topic but I won't let anyone step all over my beliefs. All is good !

 

[Beefy Nugz]

My parents both died when I was 18. IT was a very tuff time, but I felt I had to stay strong for my younger brother and sis. Sometimes I think to myself, life can be a mother fucker-so stay strong and live on!

I'm now 32 and just recently started to make decent money. So don't sweat it if ppl ur age are now finishing up school and getting careers. Ur only 22 and have a long life ahead of you so don't be in any rush and who cares if ur not where u could of been, just know that ur doing the best you can now

 

[needhelp0101]

My parents both died when I was 18. IT was a very tuff time, but I felt I had to stay strong for my younger brother and sis. Sometimes I think to myself, life can be a mother fucker-so stay strong and live on!

I'm now 32 and just recently started to make decent money. So don't sweat it if ppl ur age are now finishing up school and getting careers. Ur only 22 and have a long life ahead of you so don't be in any rush and who cares if ur not where u could of been, just know that ur doing the best you can now

thanks dude, this means so much to me, hope all is well with you, i'm sorry about your parents as well

 

[bigtimechief]

I too went through severe depression at your age. It was tough. I felt like I was just coasting through life, never truly happy, never comfortable in my own skin. Drugs, alcohol, sex, etc. were my purpose. It led nowhere.

I did learn a very important lesson, however. Bad situations can always get worse. I used to think that I was at complete rock bottom and I didn't matter what I did next. I learned quickly that things can always get worse (and usually will) if you don't step up and change your life.

This will be unpopular for some i'm sure, but I wish someone had given me this advice when I was hurting.

God was right there for me all along, and I was to stubborn to use him. I found a foundation and peace in the bible that I will always have.

Anyhow, we all develop tools to overcome our obstacles. Don't be afraid to try new things and keep an open mind when trying to better yourself.

 

[bigtimechief]

Oh, and truly sorry for your loss. I couldn't imagine.

 

[Blueocean]

This is a good start for you. Stick around and you will find a lot of helpful people and information here more than you can think of.

 

[Westshore]

Hi Needhelp.

First, take a deep breath and remember that there is life outside of the gym and outside of a perfect physique.
It sounds like your problems are not insurmountable.

First, take care of your health. It sounds like discontinuing your current AAS dosing may be a good thing to do. Anyone who thinks a 200+ lbs man at your height is "skinny" is crazy. Don't listen to these idiots at work. Next, if the gyno is troubling you then by all means have it fixed. (BTW it is a super easy fix) If insurance covers it--great. If not, get a job with IKEA, or PEETS, or whomever offers comprehensive insurance in your state or country and get it fixed by your employer. You've lived with the gyno for several years-a few more months will pass very quickly.

Next, get on a diet plan that will allow you to keep the gains that you've made and continue to eat healthy and workout/lift/exercise--that is all good for the mind and spirit.

Then I agree with ONK--no one system (religious or otherwise) will help. If you are religious--great. If you like meditation--do that. But I HIGHLY recommend reading this book:

Commonsense Rebellion by Bruce Levine

I was in a funk (will spare you the details) and this book literally turned my life around--maybe saved my life from being a complete disaster or worse. Dr. Levine will help show you how FK'd our society is and that drugs, shrinks, TV, booze, corporations, technology, and pseudo science, will not help you.

In fact friends, community, and self-reliance is the key. I'd send you a free copy (I am in no way related to or benefit from this book), but I'm still a new member and don't have messaging. I think you can get it used at Amazon for a $1.

Keep looking for answers and remember that there is a whole community of brotherhood offering you support.

-G

 

[Ghost124]

To the OP: So sorry what happened to you.

If I was you, I would join the military. It sounds to me like you have no help in this world from anyone after your parents died. Working minimum wage jobs is only going to put you in a path where you will be doing that for a long time to come and just bouncing from one minimum wage job to another.

You need to finish your schooling. If I was you I would join the Reserves and go to college(which the military will pay for). Plus the military might help you overcome your anxiety.


just for the record, I do not serve in the military. I am giving you this advice because I have a close friend who got kicked out of his house and out to the street when he was 18, with no money or anything.Luckily I helped him finish high school by doing his homework for him and texting him answers to tests in class...he was my best friend so I cared about him. He joined the Navy reserves and slept on my moms couch until his leave date to bootcamp. He is now 1 year away from graduating from University of San Diego with a degree in Computer science. This shocked us all because he was bad in school during high school. He started off in Community college and 2 years later he transferred. And this kid was a lost cause, his parents quit caring about him at 16 and waited till his 18th b day to give him the boot.


Not calling you a lost cause, but you got dealt a very bad hand in life. if you keep working minimum wage jobs, you will never get ahead. Also get off of the juice, you sound like you need to get your mind right.......the juice does mess with your hormones which sounds like the last thing you need.