Hi.
Okey so where so i begin? It all started 2 years ago when i decided to do my first OSTARINE cycle.
A guy at the gym kept tellin me "this stuff is great it wont shut you down .. bla bla and so on.
So i did a cycle, put on some mass, did have some low seemen levels a copule a weeks after i stoped but i return to normal after a while.
After the second cycle, something went fuckt up!
I did 2 weeks of Clomid after the last cycle, because i had this feeling that this was infact shutting me down.
Anyway, after 2-3 month i started feeling like shit, had low self-astem, crazy nervous and crazy panics attacks DALILY.
I actually had to quit my job and get another one closer to were i live cuz i couldnt handle the train trip for 30 min.
So, i finally went to the doctor for 4 months ago. And guess what my Testosterone was 11 ngmol (i think i spell it right?).
But the shitty little bitch, a 25 year old new AT doctor says to me "ah yeah its alittle low but completley normal, here some SSRI for anexity".
I have to fix this my self.
I started taking 30mg zink every night before bed, it drastically imporved mood, libido, and spearm volume. But didnt fix the problem.
What the hell am i going to do? I been livining like a living dead for 2 years!!!!!
One of my balls are actually pretty shrunk, but the ball sack hangs good but one feels "dead" or much smaller,
Im thinking of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) protocol for 10 days then nolva for 4 weeks.
What you guys think?
Okey so where so i begin? It all started 2 years ago when i decided to do my first OSTARINE cycle.
A guy at the gym kept tellin me "this stuff is great it wont shut you down .. bla bla and so on.
So i did a cycle, put on some mass, did have some low seemen levels a copule a weeks after i stoped but i return to normal after a while.
After the second cycle, something went fuckt up!
I did 2 weeks of Clomid after the last cycle, because i had this feeling that this was infact shutting me down.
Anyway, after 2-3 month i started feeling like shit, had low self-astem, crazy nervous and crazy panics attacks DALILY.
I actually had to quit my job and get another one closer to were i live cuz i couldnt handle the train trip for 30 min.
So, i finally went to the doctor for 4 months ago. And guess what my Testosterone was 11 ngmol (i think i spell it right?).
But the shitty little bitch, a 25 year old new AT doctor says to me "ah yeah its alittle low but completley normal, here some SSRI for anexity".
I have to fix this my self.
I started taking 30mg zink every night before bed, it drastically imporved mood, libido, and spearm volume. But didnt fix the problem.
What the hell am i going to do? I been livining like a living dead for 2 years!!!!!
One of my balls are actually pretty shrunk, but the ball sack hangs good but one feels "dead" or much smaller,
Im thinking of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) protocol for 10 days then nolva for 4 weeks.
What you guys think?
