anzel
New member
I just started a blast with trt,deca and dbol and of course upped my calories. Now I had some bad news about a sickness in the family and I am the only one that can help. It's an end of life situation and the shit is hitting the fan.
I don't drink or do recreational drugs. Exercise is my main stress relief. I train almost daily. I have no intentions of not working out. No matter how bad things get I have already determined at least 3 sessions a week minimum.
But at the end of the day after dinner my discipline goes out the window and even tho I'm full I begin pigging out. Every day is a challenge now. It seems to be getting worse.
I'm definitely making gains tho! But I am putting on too much fat.
I know I have to just stop but I get irritable when I try to. All the stress of the day plus the irratiblity makes me unable to be calm and patient with my dying loved one and my wife and young daughter.
I don't wanna be fat and happy.! I actually feel like shit when I binge.
Also I am sure I will be cutting my dbol out.
Any idea what I can do to stop the madness before I go over the edge of no return?
All day long my diet is tight. But at night I'm a craving lunatic. I have all the symptoms of stress eating.
I don't drink or do recreational drugs. Exercise is my main stress relief. I train almost daily. I have no intentions of not working out. No matter how bad things get I have already determined at least 3 sessions a week minimum.
But at the end of the day after dinner my discipline goes out the window and even tho I'm full I begin pigging out. Every day is a challenge now. It seems to be getting worse.
I'm definitely making gains tho! But I am putting on too much fat.
I know I have to just stop but I get irritable when I try to. All the stress of the day plus the irratiblity makes me unable to be calm and patient with my dying loved one and my wife and young daughter.
I don't wanna be fat and happy.! I actually feel like shit when I binge.
Also I am sure I will be cutting my dbol out.
Any idea what I can do to stop the madness before I go over the edge of no return?
All day long my diet is tight. But at night I'm a craving lunatic. I have all the symptoms of stress eating.