little nick
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Please help I can't carry on like this.... I did a basic cycle of 40mg ed dbol for 4 weeks and 500mg test e for a planned 12 weeks but pulled the pin at 9 due to sex drive biting the dust very hard...did a nolva only pct which I know was a mistake but thought I would recover... 12 months later still no sex drive got bloods done and I was in range everything looked ok but still no drive 18 months later I decided in search to fix this I would do another cycle and do it properly which I'm still on now...again 500mg test e im using an ai and hcg at 250iu e3d then a blast of hcg at the end and nolva and Clomid pct...to start with I recovered my sex drive bit I'm in week 7 now and I'm back to no sex drive, still get morning wood and quality ones but I can't get aroused anymore...or I find it difficult to, cialis helps but still blood flows not the issue so it's still hard work. I'm at my wits ends I don't want to carry on like this, what damage have I done? Burnt out receptors or what? Do I just get off the test now and blast the hcg then pct and hope for the best or see my cycle through? I got prolactin lh fsh e2 and test done all came back good and in range, they didn't do free test there tho but I'm on test now and still struggling so can't be a testosterone problem...im so scared this is my life now, also there's no way this is in my head this is chemical for sure, i just want to be hounding my wife like crazy again..what other bloods can I do? Any doctors here who can help? Anyone been through this and found the ansewrs? All my research just looks grim! I can't beleive after how high my libido was that this has happened please help!