Hey guys, I'm looking for some thoughts on a 3rd cycle plus some caber/prami advice. Any input would be greatly appreciated! 
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37yrs old,
6'1" @250lbs
lifting on/off since 17
self/Dr. assisted testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for last 8 months
1st (crapy) cycle was early 2012 with Test/Ana Anavar (var) . Had no clue… but helped me realize my natural levels were previously way low. Tried full nolva/clomid PCT but only felt a little better for a bit and didn't really "recover" since I don't think there was a whole lot of recovery to be done. Can't be 100% sure since I had no prior bloodwork, but pretty sure I figured out why I'd felt like crap for the prior 5+ years.
A few months later tried a second PCT of HCG, plus a bunch of sups from N2BM suggested on the other board, getting bloodwork done along the way just to explore other options before having to make decisions on TRT. Saw a small increase in free test levels again, but decided with doctor that regardless of whether levels were originally low or affected by AAS, I needed to consider TRT. Of course a powerful lesson here is always do bloodwork before touching anything the first time… hindsight is 20/20, although I really don't think it would have changed the final outcome in my case.
2nd cycle was knowingly leading into testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) about a year after the first:
1-14 test e @480/wk
1-5 dbol @40mg/d
11-14 Anavar (var) @50mg/d
This led into test cyp ~@150mg/wk, aromasin @~3.5mg e2d, and HCG twice e8d @~220iu each shot. Still playing with amounts as bloodwork comes in and I learn more about my body and how it responds, but feel pretty close to what I remember as "normal".
I'm grateful for all the stuff I've learned on this board along the way. Reading through 1000's of posts, and input here and there from guys like DADAWG has made the journey much easier!
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So I'm thinking of starting #3 in January 2014, loosely planned to look something like this:
1-14 test e @400-500/wk
1-4 dbol @40mg/d
11-14 Anavar (var) @50mg/d
1-12 deca @300-400/wk
I'm very interested in learning more about deca, and have been reading a TON. The joint/healing properties intrigue me, plus the fact that higher doses seem to have great time-tested bulking results for many.
- not sure if 400/wk is enough to really notice benefits beyond joint support for my body weight?
- not sure if I should run it higher than test, and don't want to run test higher than 500/wk as that's when I start to notice shedding?
I'm also very interested in integrating deca into the future of my testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) at low doses for a few months on/off per year… My joints are in pretty good shape, but an old shoulder injury, plus an ankle injury, plus overall wear and tear of nearing 40 have me very interested
It seems that a lot of the deca related issues happen when guys try to come off, which obviously won't be a problem for me… I mainly just don't want to need a V.I.P. membership at Victoria Secrets.
My concern for "on-cycle deca dosage" is managing progesterone. From what I can tell I need to have caber or prami on hand, on top of my aromasin.
Caber seems hard to come by, and even when you can seems to be unstable in liquid form. I only have experience with and trust RUI… other than them everything looks like a scam lol
The negative sides often experienced with Prami freak me out since I get nauseous easily, and really can't afford to deal with other issues like screwing with my sleep etc.
Any thoughts or suggestions on any of the above would be greatly appreciated, and perspective from guys on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) would be especially valuable.
Thanks!

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37yrs old,
6'1" @250lbs
lifting on/off since 17
self/Dr. assisted testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for last 8 months
1st (crapy) cycle was early 2012 with Test/Ana Anavar (var) . Had no clue… but helped me realize my natural levels were previously way low. Tried full nolva/clomid PCT but only felt a little better for a bit and didn't really "recover" since I don't think there was a whole lot of recovery to be done. Can't be 100% sure since I had no prior bloodwork, but pretty sure I figured out why I'd felt like crap for the prior 5+ years.
A few months later tried a second PCT of HCG, plus a bunch of sups from N2BM suggested on the other board, getting bloodwork done along the way just to explore other options before having to make decisions on TRT. Saw a small increase in free test levels again, but decided with doctor that regardless of whether levels were originally low or affected by AAS, I needed to consider TRT. Of course a powerful lesson here is always do bloodwork before touching anything the first time… hindsight is 20/20, although I really don't think it would have changed the final outcome in my case.
2nd cycle was knowingly leading into testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) about a year after the first:
1-14 test e @480/wk
1-5 dbol @40mg/d
11-14 Anavar (var) @50mg/d
This led into test cyp ~@150mg/wk, aromasin @~3.5mg e2d, and HCG twice e8d @~220iu each shot. Still playing with amounts as bloodwork comes in and I learn more about my body and how it responds, but feel pretty close to what I remember as "normal".
I'm grateful for all the stuff I've learned on this board along the way. Reading through 1000's of posts, and input here and there from guys like DADAWG has made the journey much easier!
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So I'm thinking of starting #3 in January 2014, loosely planned to look something like this:
1-14 test e @400-500/wk
1-4 dbol @40mg/d
11-14 Anavar (var) @50mg/d
1-12 deca @300-400/wk
I'm very interested in learning more about deca, and have been reading a TON. The joint/healing properties intrigue me, plus the fact that higher doses seem to have great time-tested bulking results for many.
- not sure if 400/wk is enough to really notice benefits beyond joint support for my body weight?
- not sure if I should run it higher than test, and don't want to run test higher than 500/wk as that's when I start to notice shedding?
I'm also very interested in integrating deca into the future of my testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) at low doses for a few months on/off per year… My joints are in pretty good shape, but an old shoulder injury, plus an ankle injury, plus overall wear and tear of nearing 40 have me very interested

It seems that a lot of the deca related issues happen when guys try to come off, which obviously won't be a problem for me… I mainly just don't want to need a V.I.P. membership at Victoria Secrets.
My concern for "on-cycle deca dosage" is managing progesterone. From what I can tell I need to have caber or prami on hand, on top of my aromasin.
Caber seems hard to come by, and even when you can seems to be unstable in liquid form. I only have experience with and trust RUI… other than them everything looks like a scam lol
The negative sides often experienced with Prami freak me out since I get nauseous easily, and really can't afford to deal with other issues like screwing with my sleep etc.
Any thoughts or suggestions on any of the above would be greatly appreciated, and perspective from guys on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) would be especially valuable.
Thanks!