Must come to a end, for me its my first cycle, 12 weeks the first 6 weeks was test ethan @ 500 per week split, my second 6 weeks was test sust. @ 625 per week split, all the gains i made were very good, starting weight was 200lbs and my ending weight is 228lbs i would have to say i dont regreat my decision one bit, and if i was asked if i would do it again i would without a dout. The only real side effects were a little oily skin and a occational night sweat little if any testicle shrinkage was ok. by me. Personnally i felt like a millon bucks and i will miss this cycle for sure probably more than my first girl freind thats back in the good old days if only more men in there fortys new what they were missing as in feeling like a 20 yr old again would at least go see there doctor for at least some test therapy getting old is part of life but why rush it i live for the day and wake up for tomorrow, now that i got my first cycle in and 4 yrs of hard training i will be ready for cycle 2 and yes post cycle will probably suck but hey thats the price ya pay to play and yes all good things must come to a end. Alpha 1