Anxiety and gear, thoughts please

cassgoesboom

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Hey, so my first cycle was in early 07 of test e and EQ and everything went great and got great results and couldnt have been happier. after that I was gear free up until this most recent time in my life where im going to do Sustanon (sust) cycle only at 500mg week.

anyways, in june of 09, i started to get racing heart left arm numb, basically heart attack symptoms and started to freak out, went to the doctor after 2 months of misery, and he did the ekg and i all was ok.. chalked it up to anxiety attacks.

he prescribed me .25 mg of xanax and beta blockers ( propanol @ 10mg ).. i took the beta blockers, and it controlled my heart beat, but it made me feel a pressure in my chest i didnt like. i stopped taking those and just the xanax is what i would take, i had this under control for a year, no more attacks it was very rare...

i say all this because the last month or 2 i have been getting the panic attacks and anxiety back even while taking my meds, i take 1 .25 mg in the am and 1 in the evening for a total of .5mg a day. i have been going back to the doctors like every 3 months through this and they have tried to prescribe me anti depressants as well but i am not depressed ( lexapro, efferox ) ..

so i do not take them, again just the xanax..if anyone has experienced an anxiety attack they know what i am talking about, you feel like you are going to die.. this kept me out of the gym for over a year.. even when i had it under control.. but i have kept a 157 lb body at 5'6, with probably around 6-8% body fat, maybe a little less..

however, i've been hitting the gym again since like june, and muscle memory was great, my diet has always stayed the same..my only concern is, will the Sustanon (sust) and xanax mix and mess me up? will this cause more anxiety? i've heard it relieves anxiety, also when i took test E i felt almost euphoric alot.. also in my first cycle i took EQ which i had no anxiety on, but supposively that is a major anxiety inducing compound, and i ran it at 400mg per week from aries labs so it was legit..

anyways any thoughts or anything, thanks guys
 
I can have mild anxiety at times when I'm totally off gear but some gear will give me straight impending doom panic attacks. I've learned it's sometimes just your state of mind amplifying it and sometimes that I am running to much gear for me. So I say if it's the gear causing it for you then you have to weigh the options of being juiced or being a mental case.
 
Hi, interesting. in your first cycle on e you said you felt great but it's difficult to compare because it wasn't until after that, what a year and half, two years that your anxiety issues showed up.
And you've been feeling well since this summer approx. Sounds like you had some serious anxiety issues, if it was me I'd probably wait and make sure that all thats under control first, just to make sure for pct issues too.
However, you have been checked out, you know your healthy, you've done test before.(with no prob i take it)
So in all reality you should be fine. As long as nothing triggers that to start up. i too could suffer from mild anxiety but it helps to know that most thoughts are unfounded.
Just make sure you have good gear. And you dont have a lot of other things on your plate and do it right. And mentally ready.
as for xanax and test not agreeing, sorry i have no idea, man.
 
EQ and anxiety..nope.
Test CALMS ME DOWN...
I take a xanax at .25 sometime s to..physical exertion bleeds my anxiety away..stress your body ease your mind s problem s quaran fkn teed... period.
Test and Xanax..no problem..reasonable doses of course..
Watch for triggers..avoid them..most of my triggers are demographic/religous/socio economics.. related so I avoid people and places where the regulars dont look like me..think like me or worship like me...period. Homogeny eases my mind. :)
 
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