Alright guys lets start with some background info: I have been lifting for 7 years (started lifting at 18) and I started using anabolic steroids back in July of 2014 when I was turning 22. I am currently 25 years old 5'10 208lbs and in dire need of help
first cycle: 500mg Test E 50Dbol 200Deca
Heres where it gets hairy: At the end of my first cycle my "buddy" talked me into "blasting and c***sing" and so it began. after my time on=time off (c***sed on 250 Test E weekly) I started "blasting with different compounds over the years. I have since then taken Winstrol,HGH (for like 2months), Dbol, Anadrol,Tren, Deca, and Obviously Testosterone, over the years in a "blast and c***se" fashion, then life hit me and I had to come off the gear for a while and I did so without any PCT. I am currently taking 500mg Test E per week and have Tren E on hand (which I haven't taken yet, but an currently blasting hence the current usage.). Now, the issue is this: My "buddy" and source for gear disappeared on me and I can't get my hands on Nolvadex,Caber, or HCG. I have been doing some reading on these boards and after doing so I realized I pretty much effed up by not doing a proper PCT and following full protocol (I know I should have just taken TESTView attachment 567262 the first cycle). Im not gonna lie guys, but I'm kind of freaking out here and trying to get a hold of my old source be he's pretty much done. My question to you guys is this: What is going to happen to me and is it too late for me? I plan on getting bloodwork done as soon as after all the drugs exit my system. Am I ever going to bounce back and produce Test naturally? I want to let you guys know that I am here to listen...I know I made a mistake, but I have no one else to turn to and any advice and help is appreciated and will go a long way.
I have attached a picture of all the gear I have ever taken since the inception of my first cycle
Thank you
first cycle: 500mg Test E 50Dbol 200Deca
Heres where it gets hairy: At the end of my first cycle my "buddy" talked me into "blasting and c***sing" and so it began. after my time on=time off (c***sed on 250 Test E weekly) I started "blasting with different compounds over the years. I have since then taken Winstrol,HGH (for like 2months), Dbol, Anadrol,Tren, Deca, and Obviously Testosterone, over the years in a "blast and c***se" fashion, then life hit me and I had to come off the gear for a while and I did so without any PCT. I am currently taking 500mg Test E per week and have Tren E on hand (which I haven't taken yet, but an currently blasting hence the current usage.). Now, the issue is this: My "buddy" and source for gear disappeared on me and I can't get my hands on Nolvadex,Caber, or HCG. I have been doing some reading on these boards and after doing so I realized I pretty much effed up by not doing a proper PCT and following full protocol (I know I should have just taken TESTView attachment 567262 the first cycle). Im not gonna lie guys, but I'm kind of freaking out here and trying to get a hold of my old source be he's pretty much done. My question to you guys is this: What is going to happen to me and is it too late for me? I plan on getting bloodwork done as soon as after all the drugs exit my system. Am I ever going to bounce back and produce Test naturally? I want to let you guys know that I am here to listen...I know I made a mistake, but I have no one else to turn to and any advice and help is appreciated and will go a long way.
I have attached a picture of all the gear I have ever taken since the inception of my first cycle
Thank you
