Hi guys, Wall of text....
a little bit abt myself
Age: 31
Height: 177cm
Weight : 78~82 (currently steady 80kg)
Pre-gym - 75kg A gamer with body looking like clash of clan troll/ blizzards ogre 34inch waist and non-muscular arm.
Previously i was just playing it all natural just pre-workout powder and whey protein isolate. But the longer i work out the more i am lagging behind my friends like they are just pumping out more and more each month. feeling inferior, other friends started to introduce me to dianabol.
I've been into steroids for about close to two months already.
previously i was taking Dianabol (10mg*2) each time i was heading over to gym
only by the 3rd week i was finally getting some noticeable effect don't know why.
and also i went and did my blood test.
Liver: Great
Bad Cholesterol : Went Up
Good Cholesterol : Went Down
Testoterone : 190 <--- WTF
I did not take a test pre-dianabol. i would assume i was normal ranging around 300 i hope...(since i barely have any acne before and my family upbringing stresses me)
the more i play in the gym the more i get to know with crazy beefy dudes that are using injections deca+testo people or winstrol list goes on.
so i joined this group that uses injection lately. and stopped my dianabol intake.
Straight with 3CC of (decabolone+Trenbolone+Testoterone anantheate)
side effects noticeable straight away.
Day 1: Pain From injection
Day 2: Morning Feeling Hungry and stomach biting. Wetting the bed from massive sweats. Night Anxiety of worrying what injections is doing to me and slight insomnia (Slept at 2-3am, instead of regular 11-12)
Day 3: Feeling more aggressive, however really fatigue most of the time (had to use espresso for boost)
and paranoia about being impotent...
i haven't been getting any pussy since june...therefore i can't be sure am i going limp or what...but definitely the fear is there.
also to boot...maybe i was already a low T person since pr*********** i was already taking in viagra for the fun of it since it made me feel like superman in bed.
so to sum it all up. my main reason to lifting is to attract more pussy. but if my libido is threatened i don't see why i should bother continuing all this steroids thing...
and from what i read. Both Deca and Trenbolone does nasty shit to reduce libido and gives you limp dick and 1 cc of testo to overwrite the nastyshit away.
however at the ratio of 2(deca+tren) + 1(testo) is that enough to overwrite the nasty?
more like im confused as fuck atm. probably need some guidance here.
Cheers for the help
a little bit abt myself
Age: 31
Height: 177cm
Weight : 78~82 (currently steady 80kg)
Pre-gym - 75kg A gamer with body looking like clash of clan troll/ blizzards ogre 34inch waist and non-muscular arm.
Previously i was just playing it all natural just pre-workout powder and whey protein isolate. But the longer i work out the more i am lagging behind my friends like they are just pumping out more and more each month. feeling inferior, other friends started to introduce me to dianabol.
I've been into steroids for about close to two months already.
previously i was taking Dianabol (10mg*2) each time i was heading over to gym
only by the 3rd week i was finally getting some noticeable effect don't know why.
and also i went and did my blood test.
Liver: Great
Bad Cholesterol : Went Up
Good Cholesterol : Went Down
Testoterone : 190 <--- WTF
I did not take a test pre-dianabol. i would assume i was normal ranging around 300 i hope...(since i barely have any acne before and my family upbringing stresses me)
the more i play in the gym the more i get to know with crazy beefy dudes that are using injections deca+testo people or winstrol list goes on.
so i joined this group that uses injection lately. and stopped my dianabol intake.
Straight with 3CC of (decabolone+Trenbolone+Testoterone anantheate)
side effects noticeable straight away.
Day 1: Pain From injection
Day 2: Morning Feeling Hungry and stomach biting. Wetting the bed from massive sweats. Night Anxiety of worrying what injections is doing to me and slight insomnia (Slept at 2-3am, instead of regular 11-12)
Day 3: Feeling more aggressive, however really fatigue most of the time (had to use espresso for boost)
and paranoia about being impotent...
i haven't been getting any pussy since june...therefore i can't be sure am i going limp or what...but definitely the fear is there.
also to boot...maybe i was already a low T person since pr*********** i was already taking in viagra for the fun of it since it made me feel like superman in bed.
so to sum it all up. my main reason to lifting is to attract more pussy. but if my libido is threatened i don't see why i should bother continuing all this steroids thing...
and from what i read. Both Deca and Trenbolone does nasty shit to reduce libido and gives you limp dick and 1 cc of testo to overwrite the nastyshit away.
however at the ratio of 2(deca+tren) + 1(testo) is that enough to overwrite the nasty?
more like im confused as fuck atm. probably need some guidance here.
Cheers for the help