fears ohh they stink!!

[stevemorse0]

Ok I am having fear. Here it goes! I decided to stay on they cycle of Winstrol (winny) I am on my 8th week. I am taking a very very low dose. This is worked unbelievable. I am so blow away by what has happened in 8 weeks. I am just taking tops 10 mg a week. And its from a UG that is crappy so it probably dosed lower. Less is more and this really worked. Stength is thru the roof, I have become a super hero. The best part is my diet is so clean and low this turned out to be a great cut cycle. I am at 131 and getting defination and it just worked so well this time.

Here is MY FEAR, will all this great muscle that is now on my arms and shoulders leave me because I need to slowly get off now.

In otherwords once you have it no matter how you get it , will it go bye bye? I know the hardness and strenght will but what bout the actually muscle that I see on my body?

I mean it just does not say ok good bye now does it??? I mean I have worked my ass off for over 2 years and still on this layne norton diet so I am hoping to have some positives once I am back to myself and off. this was a good run this time. Also the dose was super super low so I am hoping its not all bye bye muscle.

I appreciate you all putting up with my fears, I have alot of them and cant help it.

 

[Greazy-Pickle]

Fear is weakness leaving the body..
explain your cycle a little better cupcake.. hard to understand.. winstrol alone? low dose?

 

[Blondie_Bombshell]

You should run a PCT, that will help with keeping gains.

 

[stevemorse0]

my cycle was a very low dose of oral winstrol from a crappy UG lab. It consisted of one 10 mg pill lasting me about 5 days. So probably 7 mg a week tops. I am on my 8th week. I also since Feb. till now have went from 147 lbs to 131 lbs. So maybe thats why my muscle look so good they were there but covered by fat, and the combination together of a great serious diet and this low dose of Winstrol (winny) has pushed me to really a new level.

PCT follow up, I thought that was not needed for women. What would you take?

I guess my fear is really kind of stupid, I forgot that I have been dieting and lost the weight so that maybe is why I look better!!! I just dont want it to disappear and I like to worry about crap !! I miss all the insults here!! Marilyn (kidding)

 

[Greazy-Pickle]

my cycle was a very low dose of oral winstrol from a crappy UG lab. It consisted of one 10 mg pill lasting me about 5 days. So probably 7 mg a week tops. I am on my 8th week. I also since Feb. till now have went from 147 lbs to 131 lbs. So maybe thats why my muscle look so good they were there but covered by fat, and the combination together of a great serious diet and this low dose of Winstrol (winny) has pushed me to really a new level.

PCT follow up, I thought that was not needed for women. What would you take?

I guess my fear is really kind of stupid, I forgot that I have been dieting and lost the weight so that maybe is why I look better!!! I just dont want it to disappear and I like to worry about crap !! I miss all the insults here!! Marilyn (kidding)

i apologize.. didnt realize you were female..

 

[Miss Muscle]

Steve.....we can't tell you what will happen. Your genetics and diet will determine that. Keep the protein and lifting up of course and just see where it goes from there.

And take Blondies advice about proper post cycle therapy (pct). The gains will go away inevitably but how quickly.....no one knows. And you can minimize that by diet, PCT, and training!

 

[dialtone]

life is too short to worry about things like you do stevie.

 

[stevemorse0]

I know dialtone however I really am a loser with nothing else in my life. I mean I dont have kids, I dont have to work, I have really no family and my husband works in the day so I am loser who can sit here and think of this crap! Coupled with my over thinking on what , who , when, where and why to train, diet and try to be my best I have turned into this pathetic loser!!!

 

[Miss Muscle]

I know dialtone however I really am a loser with nothing else in my life. I mean I dont have kids, I dont have to work, I have really no family and my husband works in the day so I am loser who can sit here and think of this crap! Coupled with my over thinking on what , who , when, where and why to train, diet and try to be my best I have turned into this pathetic loser!!!

What are you talking about? Many people's only hobby is fitness. No biggie.

Just because some people think that is bad doesn't mean YOU have to think it's bad. Remember this is a forum and people give their opinions but there is no right and wrong. Some people did not like being obsessive about their bodies all the time. Others love it and have reaped the rewards!

If you feel something is missing in your life go find it! If you are happy as is then great!

You know what my "pathetic" hobby is......TV! I LOVE TV! I don't get time to watch it much but I often download TV shows for the weekends. Some people may say I'm wasting my life. I don't care. I love my school, fitness, friends. I don't need or want another hobby. I love HBO shows and have been downloading ones that get good reviews.

To some I'm lazy and should be doing something more.....to me I only live once and want to do what makes ME happy.

 

[Cheappinz]

I wouldn't worry about losing too much size. You will probably be fine.